Law And Order SVU Reader Imagines

What Was Never Meant to Be Part 2

It had to be a dream.

This couldn't be happening.

And yet you knew it wasn’t a dream.

You're fiance kissed another women.

He loved another woman.

As you walked out further into the parking lot you could feel the tears streaming down your face like tiny waterfalls.

"Y/N!" A voice called.

You turned and saw Olivia rushing towards you.

"Hey are you alright? I heard you crying," she said concerned.

You shook your head as another sob escaped your lips.

Olivia hugged you as you continued to sob.

"The man I was going to mar-ry" you hiccuped, "doesn't even love me."

"Shhh it's alright," Olivia said gently.

After a while you stopped crying and came back to your senses.

"I have to go," you said as you turned around to keep walking.

"Oh no no no no," Olivia said pulling you arm to stop you, "Let me go get Noah and we'll drive you home."

You nodded and she squeezed your arm in reassurance before going back towards the venue.

As you waited you felt the soft breeze blow around you. It was a cool evening. Perfect for a wedding.

Perfect for heartbreak.
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When Olivia came back she looked very conflicted.

"What's wrong?" You asked.

"You're Sonny's girlfriend aren't you?" She asked gently.

You were quiet for a moment before hesitantly nodding.

"How did you know?"

Olivia sighed before she continued walking towards her car.

"In his wallet he keeps a picture of you."

You felt your eyes water again.

"Oh," was all you could say.

What else was there to say?
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When you got to the apartment Olivia stopped you.

"Do you need a ride somewhere?"

You sighed. Of course she knew you couldn't stay. You had told her everything on the way there. All she could do was shake her head in disappointment.

"I've already bothered you with too-" you start but Olivia holds up her hand to stop you.

"You are no bother. Wherever you want to go, Noah and I will take you."

You smile gratefully before you go up to get your stuff and felt something buzz. It was your phone. You had 20 missed calls from Sonny. You turned you phone off before leaving the car.

As you walked into the apartment you felt out of place.

All of a sudden all the pictures and momentos felt foriegn to you.

You sighed heavily as you gathered your belongings.

You didn't even notice you were crying until you saw tears dribbling down the clothes you were packing.

How had everything gone so bad?

How could he have broken your heart?

How could he have done this after everything?

When you finished you took one last look at the home you had shared with the man you loved for so long. You took off your engangement ring and placed it on the kitchen table and decided to leave him one more thing.

You went to get a sheet of paper and a pen.

Dear Sonny,

In a way I knew this would happen. But I was naive and stubborn because I loved you so much. That same love blinded me from seeing the truth. You don't love me. And that's okay. I just wish you would have told me. I wish we could have talked. I wish you the best. To you and Amanda. Don't break her heart like you did mine.

Love, Y/N

As you placed the note on the table you thought about the small life growing inside you. Part of you felt like you should at least tell Sonny. But another part of you told you you shouldn't. You should have to chain him to you when he loves someone else. You wanted him to be happy but most of all you wanted to move on.

And that's what you would do.
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As you got back into Olivia's car you noticed that your purse had managed to fall onto the ground. You went to pick it up but it managed to slip out of you hand and spill its contents.

"I'm so sorry! I seem a bit clumsy today"  you say.

Noah gets out of his seat and moves up.

"I'll help you!" The small boy exclaimed.

You laughed softly.

So innocent.

"What are these?" Noah asks holding a pair of baby shoes.

Olivia's eyes go wide. "Are you-"

You smile sadly and nod as you pick up the rest of your things.

As you and Noah get situated back into your seats Olivia is hesitant to start the car.

"Does he know?" She asks gently.

You sighed. "No and I really don't want to tell him. Please don't pressure or lecture me. I've made up my mind."

"I won't. I just want to make sure you're aware of the potential problems that could cause later."

"I know."

Olivia gave you one last glance.

"Alright. Where are we going?"

I know it's been awhile and I'm super sorry. I'll try and post more frequently. Also I've decided to make this 3 parts.....