Law And Order SVU Reader Imagines

What Was Never Meant To Be (Carisi)

Request: Are you open to requests? I had this idea where Sonny and reader are together and engaged, but nobody knows, she didn't even meet the team despite wanting to meet them. On Fin's wedding/engagement party (where she was going to tell him that she's pregnant) she sees Amanda kissing Sonny and he doesn't pull away, this breaks her heart. She always knew that he never really loved her, she's not as beautiful as her, more on the curvier side and felt like his dirty secret and he's been distant lately too. She leaves him on the same night leaving the ring and a note at their/his apartment wishing him to be happy with Amanda and decided not telling him about the baby and rising them on her own. Up to you if the make up. Would you mind writing this please? 🥺❤️

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"Why can't I meet them?"

"I already told you Y/N. I want to surprise them."

You and your fiance were at it again. You had wanted to meet his coworkers for the longest time ever since you were dating but he always put it off saying he wasn't ready and now that he wanted to surprise them.

Pure BS in your opinion.

You huffed in frustration.

"Sonny we gonna get married soon. Don't you think it's time for everyone to know?"

Sonny sighed.

"Look Y/N Fin just got engaged and I don't want to kill his momentum"

You rolled your eyes.

"Fine. Whatever."

You got up from the couch and walked away annoyed.

"Y/N, wait" Sonny called after you.

You turned around fed up with him.

"I'm gonna go take a walk. Maybe I'll go and get myself a fiance who's not afraid to show his future bride off," You snapped as you grabbed your jacket and keys.

"Y/N-"

You slammed the door.
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As you walked down the busy streets of New York City you thought about your relationship.

Everything started out great. It was like a dream. Perfect in every sense. You loved Sonny so much and he loved you even more so.

When you started dating things seemed to take a turn. He began to see you less and started making up excuses when you asked about his family and friends.

At first you had believed him because when you did see him he showed you with love and gifts. He told you he loved you more than anything else in the world.

And you believed him.

He has asked you to marry him and a small part of you was hesitant in saying yes.

A small part doubted his loyalty to you.

He said he loved you.

Then why was he so afraid for the rest of the world to know? Why was it so hard to spend time together?

He always used the work excuse but the love that had been clouding your vision was starting to clear up and you knew he lied. One day you spotted a picture of his squad on his phone and saw he was had his arm around a pretty blonde. The blonde was much prettier than you. This made you extremely self-conscious. You had always been happy with your body. You had curves and you weren't afraid to flaunt them. But there was a small fear that presents itself when you saw how pretty the blonde was. She was skinny and she had a pretty face with bright blue eyes and she looked at Sonny with an expression of what seemed to be adoration. A pang of hurt went through you when you saw Sonny looking at her with a similar feeling. You felt like his dirty little secret. It seems as if he lived a double life.