An open letter to the guy I loved and lost

May 08

We started of being "enemies". Not
knowing that you'll become a great part of my life.

Then we became friends, you would always been there when I need someone to talk to. You're the best!

Eventually and unexpectedly we became lovers. Being drowned by your love, I won't wish for something more.

Each and every day,  I'm so much thankful and grateful for having you in my life.

I got broke and I have told myself before that I won't give my heart to anyone again yet I realized that some rules have exemptions. 

1st day of January. Meeting you was the great thing that happened to my life. That New Year, I met a new person, I met a new love.

Still can't believe that I already got the best man who will never get tired of loving me.

Mahal, there's no such word, no poem, no song that can ever describe how lucky I am to have you.

Thank you so much for not leaving me up until now. Thank you so much for staying even though I am so unpredictable sometimes.  

I never regret that I opened my heart and let you enter in. With you, I always feel that I'm greatly loved, deeply cared and secured.

If reincarnation does exist, I wanna be yours over and over again. I wanna be your peterpan again. I'm gonna choose to fall in love with you again.

We may not know what will happen to the future but one thing is for sure, I love you and I will keep on loving you. That won't change.

I desire nothing but to love you, hold you, hug you and kiss you. You mean a lot to me.

I won't promise to be a perfect girlfriend but I will do my very best to be the right one for you.

You always got me and my heart, love. Even for the highs and lows, I will always be there for you.

Happy 2nd monthsary, Mahal. Two months have passed since I've been in love with you and I will keep on falling in love with you every single moment of my life. I love you the most!♡