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I remember the old me; full of life and joy, always the one bringing life to the party.
I remember loving my entire being, completely happy with the way I was.
I was someone's someone, allowing others to rely on me when they had nobody else or didn't know who to go to.
I had so much love to give to my family and friends, I wanted to give them the best.
I remember being content with my academics, knowing damn well I aced most of it.
I was confident and I trusted myself to strive for excellence, to love who I wanted to love- to cherish my loved ones always.
In the mirror opposite me, I was glad I was me. Smiling from ear to ear while jamming to my favourite tunes, unbothered by the negative forces coming after me.
For a while, I thought I'd be okay. I was contented with my life and the people in it.
I believed my flaws made me who I am, that I shouldn't really care about gaining validation from others.I was fine with the way I was, I was proud of myself.
Was.
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JAY | Phoenix's Death ✓
Fanfiction# 𝐉𝐀𝐘 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊: Silver clouds with grey linings. + 𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐒 ➴ enhypen | jay park ➴ written on november 2021 ➴ short story ➴ original book cover & plot ➴ all rights reserved