Bucky Barnes imagines

The car accident (Bucky) sad

Bucky was in his apartment thinking about the fight you had some days ago. It was the most violent one that you've ever had. In fact, he didn't remember how it even started. The only thing that haunted his mind was the sight of you storming out of his flat with tears in your eyes. He regretted everything he said but couldn't take it back.

His fixed-line phone rang but he didn't want to talk to anyone right now. If someone wanted to talk to him they would leave a message. That's when he heard you voice through the phone. He looked up in surprised and listened to what you were saying.

"Hey Bucky." You paused for a moment. "I was heading to your apartment because I really think we need to sort things out. I don't even know if you're here or not but I really want to see you." You took a deep breathe and your eyes started to water. "We both said things we never really thought. I don't want to let things like that. I love you Bucky. Please, wait for me. I have something to tell you." You looked outside your window. "I just passed our favorite restaurant, I'll probably be there in 10 minutes. Please Bucky, wait for me, I love you."

A loud sound ended the message and scared Bucky. He was in tears. He ran to the voicemail and picked up the phone nervously.

"Y/N!!! Are you here !?" He was screaming at the phone but you didn't respond.

He ran to his car and drove to your favorite restaurant. 

On the way he saw lots of ambulances. Everything was weird and practically irreal. He was driving for some minutes when he saw your car upside down. His heart stopped. He made his way to the car. People were trying to take you out of it but they weren't succeeded. Bucky pushed them and looked at where you were to try to find a way to get you out. Your face was covered in blood, your eyes were shut, one of your legs seemed to be broken and Bucky thought that you probably had an internal bleeding. He pulled off the car door and detached your seat belt slowly. He got you out and took you bridal style to one of the ambulances.

People told him that he wasn't allowed to come with them. He watched the ambulance go with the love of his life in it. His heart was pounding in his chest so hard. He couldn't control what was happening to you and it drove him insane. A feeling of guilt rushed through his head. He took his phone while he was driving to the hospital and called Steve.

"Hey Bucky, what's up?"

"It's Y/N."

"What happened?"

"Car accident. Hospital."

"I'm on my way, I'll tell the rest of the team."

"Thanks." He hung up.

He wasn't able to form a sentence because of how shocked he was. He drove to the hospital and rushed to see where you were. A nurse came to talk to him.

"How is she?" He asked, full of fear.

"It's really hard to say Mr Barnes. She lost a lot of blood and her organs are quite severely damage. The doctor doesn't know if she's going to make it." The nurse answered with a terrible look on her face and left.

"No no, she is stronger than that." He murmured with a little smile.

The others arrived several minutes later.

"How is she ?" Steve spoke.

"It's bad." Was all Bucky was able to say.

"How bad?" Sam asked worriedly.

Bucky took a deep breath and looked up, tears in his blue eyes.

"They don't know if she's going to survive."

"Fuck." Nat sat next to him and patted his shoulder. "You know she is strong Bucky." He nodded weakly.

After hours and hours of waiting, a doctor came in the room where all the avengers were gathered together.

"Mr Barnes?"

"Yes! That's me!"

"Can I see you for a minute?"

"Of course." He went out of the room. "So, How is she doctor?"

"I am sorry to announce you that Y/N didn't survive. She was really weak and she had a heart attack. He tried everything to bring her back but we lost her. I am really really sorry."

To hear that the love of his life had died killed him. His eyes were filled with tears, he wasn't able to form any words, he dropped to his knees and let a cry slipped out of his mouth. The others heard it and stormed out of the room to find a devastated Bucky. He couldn't believe it. You were heading to his house some hours ago and now you were dead. How was that even possible? He felt an unbearable pain rose in his chest.

"Y/N please. Don't let me alone." He sobbed softly.

Steve and Nat hugged him very tightly while Sam was still in shock. They were all crying your lost. You were a true ray of sunshine and you brightened their days every time. It was so hard to face the fact that they would never see you again or hear your stupid jokes.

He went to your flat because he wanted to be close to you. You gave him the keys a while ago. The ride felt really weird, it was as if time was frozen.

He arrived at your flat and opened the door. Everything felt sad and dark. He switched on the light and went to the bathroom. He was a real mess. His eyes were red from all the crying, his face was pale and he had scruffy hair. He leaned on the sink to wash his face but he pushed something on his way and it fell. He looked down to pick it up. Nothing in the world could have broken him more than that: a positive pregnancy test.