Again. (B.Barnes)

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He suddenly pinned me against the wall with one of my wrists in each hand and stared deeply into my eyes. His head was so close to me that our noses were nearly touching. My face turned red while I was trying to avoid eye contact. He then kissed me with a force I never knew he had. I was so chocked but soon I kissed him back.

"Bucky-" I murmured.

I woke up with a start and thought about my dream. I smiled to myself but when I realized what I was thinking I mentally slapped myself and sat up on my bed.

Why am I thinking about him? I thought. I mean, yes, I obviously had the biggest crush on him but lately it was getting worse and harder to be near him. We were pretty good friends and I was quite sure he didn't like me back so I kept my feelings for myself.
I got up and started to get ready. When I opened my door, a great smell was coming from the kitchen. I made my way to it and saw Steve flipping pancakes.

"Goodmorning Steve." I said smiling.

"Hello sleepyhead." He turned around to smile back.

We were talking about random stuffs when someone entered the room. It was Bucky.

"Hello, y/n." Bucky said, his face turned to me.

I panicked and took a random book to pretend I was reading it. He looked at me suspiciously and with one finger he lowered my book.

"I said 'Hello'."

"Oh ummmh yes sorry. Hi Bucky!" My face was starting to get really red.

"What's up with you? You're acting weirdly." With that, he approached his face to mine and squeezed his eyes while scanning mine. "Your face is really red, are you sick or something?" The closer he got, the redder my face was.

"Hum no no I'm fine."

"Don't look like it to me, you sure-" He put a hand on my shoulder, I panicked so I got up from my seat abruptly.

"I am going to train a bit... see ya." I responded with my cheeks bright red and left the room.

What the fuck was that y/n. I thought. Fuck, I am stupid.

*Time lapse* 

We were on a mission. I was with Steve, Sam and Bucky and we were all walking. Sam and Bucky were talking about 10 meters away from us. Steve looked at me. I was in my thoughts.

"You shouldn't be afraid and go for it you know?" Steve said.

"I know-" I slowly looked at him. "I am sorry but what?" He pointed at Bucky and I blushed. We continued our talking and even started to laugh. Steve put his hand on my shoulder and nodded. Just at this moment, Bucky turned around to watch us. He saw Steve's hand on me and frowned. We continued to walk for a moment.
All of a sudden, a man came out of nowhere and charged towards me. Bucky pounced at me and we hurtled down a hill for several minutes. We finally stopped and when I opened my eyes, Bucky was towering me. He had my wrist in his hands and was straddling me. We looked at eachother, not saying anything. I decided to break the silence.

"Get off me." I was already starting to feel the heat rushing to my cheeks.

"No."

"What?!! Why?" I responded quite chocked.

"You've been acting weird lately."

"No!"

"Don't lie to me."

"Fine..." I looked away.

"Look at me." I blushed and looked back at him.

"We're friends, aren't we?"

"Yes...." I thought about what Steve said. "But..." I paused and continued.

*Bucky's pov*

"But..." She said looking at me.

That's it. She doesn't want to be your friend anymore. Did I do something wrong? I mean, yes I must have. I thought.

"Is that all we are?" She finally asked. I frowned and let go of her wrists.

"What do you mean?"

I was really clueless on this one.

"What are we? What is our relationship?"

*y/n's pov*

What was I supposed to say? He was completely clueless and I didn't think he understood. He finally spoke.

"We're friends!"

Ouch it hurt.

"Haha yeah." I looked away embarrassed.

He put a hand on my cheek and took me in his large arms.

"Buckyyyy" I said faintly.

"y/n. Do you not want to be friends?" He paused. "Don't leave. Stay with me forever."

He thought I wanted to leave? I was surprised and hugged him back.

"I would never leave you Bucky. The Avengers are my home. You are my home. Why would I want to leave?"

"Then, why are you acting like that."

I sighed.

"I didn't know how to act around you because I like you." This time, it was his turn to blush, his mind suddenly went blank and he stared at me with his mouth open.

Did he still don't understand? I thought. I took his face in my hand and placed a kiss on his lips, it was passionate and sweet. When we pulled away, our faces were both really red.

"Do you understand now? So what about yo-?" He didn't let me finish my sentence and took my face in his hands.

"Bucky, what are you doin-"

"Again." He interrupted me.

He kissed me again. It was a needy but romantic kiss. When we pulled away, we heard two voices.

"Took you long enough!" Sam came out of a bush. "Now, love birds, we have a mission to finish, so get your ass up here." We all chuckled and went back to it. 

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