i came back the most hurt. broken, bloodied, and regretful. "i failed... i failed..." i said. Germany worried about me and stayed by me in bed, where i had to stay for a few days. "i should have protected you.... i should have protected you..." he said. he was a really honorable guy, don't get me wrong, but i had a teeny tiny crush on this man. i hadnt known that a void so big could be closed in this little of time. "Germany, please. i'm fine...." i whispered, my voice raspy and dry. i had a cast on my arm, leg and bandage all over. " Italy.... don't die, okay?" he asked me. i giggled a bit.
" Germany...."
"Ja?"
"could you... um.... hug me?" i asked, my cheeks burning. he helped me sit up, then sat next to me and hugged me tightly. "Germany?" "Ja?" "Grazi...." i said and fell asleep in his arms.
~a few days later~
"GEEEEEERMAAAAAANYYYYYYY!" i wailed, running down the stairs. i tripped and almost hit the floor when Germany stepped in and caught me. he held me against his firm body and my breath caught in my throat, my heart throbbing. "Italy, jou have to be more careful..." he said softly. i slowly nodded and closed my eyes. "you.... you smell good.... um.. can we stay like this a bit longer...?" i asked quietly. i expected to be pushed away, but he nodded and held me close. i leaned my hands on his chest and looked up at him. i gasped as our noses touched, our faces extremely close. "G-Germany...." i whispered. he examined my face carefully before speaking. "Jou need to be more careful... about even the people jou meet... because i don't ever want to lose you....." he whispered. i blushed and my hands moved up to his shoulders, my eyes closing a bit. Germany leaned down and as his lips brushed mine, my heart skipped a beat. "Germany...." i whispered. "Ludwig Beilschmidt...." he mumbled. i smiled a bit. "Feliciano Vargas...." i whispered. he pressed his lips to mine and put his hands on my hips. it felt perfect. i felt the tears spring to my eyes and Ludwig kept kissing me as one hand reached up to wipe my tears, the other tightly wrapped around my waist. "I love you, luddy..." i said, tears dripping from my cheek. "i love you too, Feli..." he said, smiling. i placed my hand over his on my cheek and laughed through the tears. he laughed a bit as well, me going semi-hysterical.
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no...
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we love for survival, our instincts tell us to. its nothing but a heart, a brain, and a body working in mutual interest. love is nothing but a word.
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its reproduce or survive.
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we countries are more concerned with having rather than being
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how was that?! omg that was gooooood~ -Lovi
