You are my happiness

Chapter 1: new school!!

I'm starting my new school today! What joy! I'm not looking forward to it at all! It's probably going to be filled up with poncy sluts and big headed, horny, jock boys...and bullies! I just can't even be asked to go. What's the point when I'm probably going to come home friendless and hurt?
My stomach is filled with nervous butterflies! I know that I want to make a  good impression to both teachers and pupils but how can I when they just going to be stereotypes and think I'm some kind of Satan worshiper?
I'm worried..that's the main thing. Worried that its going to happen again! But in class this time..with people that don't understand me! It's been happening more frequently lately and more intense. It starts with a feeling  of panic or sadness. My head then starts to whirl and it feels like someone is tightening a rope around my neck. Then my hands start to shake. I feel like I'm going to die! I can't take deep breathes and then I feel like there is no way to escape it!
I don't know what it is that's happening to me! But I feel like somethings wrong. I haven't told anyone about this! I can't! There is no point in giving someone else the un nessisary stress!
But the thing is these attacks or whatever they are happen nearly 4 times a day! Sometimes it's almost double! I try not to think about it!
Anyway! I'm up now. I think I heard that we don't have to wear uniforms at school!! (Get in!!) So I open up my closet to find something to wear...
I settle for my red BVB top and my black ripped skinnies. I also pull on my SWS sweater. I put on my usual collection of band and YouTube bracelets. I don't want people to notice my arms on the first day! I brush my long curled hair and put on some eyeliner and mascara. I don't see how all these girls wear like 500 tonnes of makeup! It kinda freaks me out! I try to keep as natural as I can!
I run downstairs. My mum is sat at the table.
"Hey! How are you?"
"Oh I'm fine mum thanks!" I say as I put a pop tart in the toaster.
My mum picks up a white lunch box and places it on the table.
"You can eat this just in case the schools canteen is a flop!" Mum explains.
"Oh OK thanks! I'm sure the canteen will be fine but I may prefer your skills instead!" I coon. I always do this..this gives me small hope, that if I sweet talk her, she'll let me off school. But this ,of course, never works.
"Your going to school Violet! Its your first day. Come on! You may find that you like it?"
"Awh come on! There is as much chance of that happening as pigs learning to fly!" I say nearly choking on my just done pop tart which was absolutely boiling!
5 minuets later
I pick up my black rucksack from the side. It's covered in badges of BVB, SWS, MCR, BMTH, BOTDF, GDAY and a couple of  YouTube pin badges as well (I don't even know if there are YouTube badges but hey they're gonna be included in this and no ones stopping me!) I had thrown my school supplies, lunch box and my earphones. I hop out the door and wave goodbye to my mum.
I climb onto the yellow bus. I can see that everyone has claimed there own territory on this bus, by the way that they all looked at me as I walk past the seats searching for a spare place. I finnaly found a seat at the back of the bus. I pulled out my earphones and plugged them in. I start to play BVB.
~skips the bus ride cuz I'm lazy~
I arrive at the high school and feel like I'm about to die! This place is so fucking big!! It's nothing like my old school which was much easier to get around. I walk around looking for directions (maybe) to the office? But I cant see them anywhere. I look around! I see someone who looks like me and ask them for directions. They point me to a building. The girl looks around my age. Maybe I'll see if we are in the same form? I arrive at the modern looking reception/office (whatever you want to call it) and knock on the door. A oldish sounding women shouts "come in!" And I push the door open.
I'm greeted by a women in a black dress and black hair pulled in a bun.
"Your name?" She says sternly.
"Violet Burgande!" I reply bluntly.
"Well here's your schedule! In your first period we will send someone to show you around! For now you can just follow the corridor to the room s3!" She proclaimed.
I picked up my schedule. I had English first period. Then science, then maths, lunch, then history and lastly French! Ugh! Shit first lessons for a shit first day!
I say thank you and walk out following the way that the lady had told me. I ended up at a room with a brown door. I stand at the door breathing deeply.. What if I say something wrong... Make a wrong impression? What if I seriously mess up?? I collect myself as I knock on the door and open it! I'm meet with the eyes of 23 teenagers! As I observe the classroom I see the jock boys, slutty plastic cheerleaders, the fat ones and the nerdy ones and to my dam right amazement I see the girl who directed me to the office earlier that day! She looks up at me and smiles and waves!
"Hello! I'm Mrs Johnson and I'm your English teacher! Unfortunately you missed homeroom but this is your form! Would you like to introduce yourself to the class?" Mrs Johnson says to me. She looks like she's in her thirties but not too old. She's actually quite pretty.
"Hi everyone! I'm Violet Burgande and I'm 15 years old! I used to live in Ohio but my dad got promoted at work so I got moved here!" I say. I stare at the class and smile friendly. To my surprise no one calls out names and that. But I wonder if they are just doing it because of the teacher?
"Well hello there Violet! Would you like to sit at the end of the row there next to Katie!" She was pointing at the girl again! I nodded my head and proceded to walk to my allocated seat. People look at me and smile at me as I pass! I dare say but I'm a little freaked out by this... No freaked out ALOT!! I finnaly make it to my seat. I turn around to face Katie!
"Hey Katie!" I say nervously
"Hey Violet!" She replies.
"Is this group fun..nice?" I ask
"Yes they are actually really fun!" She replies.
As the lesson progresses I use Katie's book to catch up on stuff that I need for the current project that we are doing (Midsummer's nights dream by William Shakespeare) I find out that me and Katie like the same bands and YouTubers and that she even watches me!
Im really getting into the work that we got given and the lessons about to end soon!
I hear a knock on the door but I'm too into my work to really care. I hear Miss shout "come in!" And then a boy cough!
"Hey Miss! I've come to collect a certain Miss Violet Burgande!" The boy says! I jump at the mention of my name and my head flips up just to  come back down again when I see who was the boy calling my name!!

A.N.
MMMWWWAAHH!!! Leaving you all on a cliffhanger right now!!
I did as promised and made a longer chapter woop woop!! But I thought that a good cliffhanger would do this well!
As I've already said I'm not American so some words are English and some words are American! If I do make mistakes then please remember that we all make them sometimes and that part of being human is making mistakes and learning from them!! So just don't judge!!
Write another chapter tomorrow!!
Thanks for reading x