~2 monthes later~
"ITS ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT!" I hear somebody scream. I can't recognise who they are. I want to open my eyes..move maybe? But it hurts to much.
"HOW THE FUCK IS IT MY FAULT?" I hear another person scream back.
"BECAUSE IF YOU HADNT MADE HER SAD THEN SHE WOULD NEVER HAVE TRIED IN THE FIRST PLACE...OR IF YOU'D CHASED AFTER HER AND GONE TO HER HOUSE STRAIGHT AWAY!" the first guy shouts!
I get this shooting pain in my arm. But I cant say anything. Am I even alive?
"EXCUSE ME! ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT I DIDN'T GET THEIR QUICK ENOUGH! AND ITS EVERYBODY'S PROBLEM THAT THEY WERENT THERE FOR HER! ANYWAY WHY WOULD YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT HER?"
"CUZ I LOVE HER JOHNNIE!"
Um hello? Wait..can I open my eyes now? Slowly my eyes open and focus. I can see Johnnie and Kyle stood facing each other. Where the fuck am I? I can hear a machine behind me..like the life support machine...and the one that moniters your heart...like THE ONES YOU GET IN FUCKING HOSPITALS! WHY THE FUCK AM I IN HOSPITAL?? I look down at my arms...my right one is fine...but my left is bandged up!
"U..um. H...hi?" I manage to stutter out.
Kyle's and Johnnie's attention immediately clicks to me.
"OMG YOUR AWAKE!" Johnnie shouts as he runs towards me and flops into my arms!
"Where...what..is happening to me?" I'm so confused! I don't have a clue about what's going on!
"Oh..um..." Johnnie stands up. He backs away and pulls Kyle with him. They go into a corner of the room I was in.
~20 minuets later~
I'm so stupid! Why did I cut? Why did I go too deep? Why did I let my demons win?
Apparently I was in a coma for 2 months due to the amount of blood I lost. I'm on suicide watch and have to take all this stupid fucking medication!
And the whole reason that Johnnie and Kyle were arguing was because Kyle thinks that it's Johnnie's fault that I was in the coma! Fuck no! It's my fault!
Everybody's here!
Mom, Dad, Johnnie, Kyle, Damon, Drake, Johnnie's Mom, Jordan Sweeto, Alex...even Bryan!
I'm flattened by hugs and the occasional kiss as they all walk through the door. They all visited me whilst I was in the coma, I found out, due to the fact that there were flowers, chocolates, teddy bears, signed goodies etc. All around the room. And that pile keeps on growing!
When I turn my phone on I see that there are Millon's of people all giving me support! They've all made photo collages and songs and tribute videos! The lot! My heart just bursts!
"Why are you crying Violet? What's wrong? Are you in pain?" A worried Johnnie asks when he sees me crying.
"N..no! No! It's j..just what a..all these people h..have done! I..I never..k..knew I had this many fans!" I manage to say before I break down Johnnie's arms. I look over at Kyle. Him and Johnnie haven't talked the whole time I've been awake. I can't stand for them to be like this! They had such a great friendship... Kohnnie even! I don't want to be the one who's ruined it! That's partly why I was in a coma! I should talk to them...separately.. Ask them what's up...
A.N.
sorry that it's been a while since I uploaded last! It's just I got mega bitch parents who like to ground me for doing shit nothing wrong!
Hope that you enjoyed this chapter! It's been very eventful these last chapters..very dramatic...and it may get even more in the chapters to come!
Bye bye x
P.S
may do a double upload to make up for the days that I didn't upload!!
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