I try to smile to hide what I'm feeling, to hide how much it hurts.
I look at people's houses and see how square they all are, just like most people's minds. But who am I to judge them? I guess I'm just blurting out what I feel.
I live in a place of perverts, homophobes, racists, thieves, killers, sexists, etc.
In my so-called '' perfect high school'' there's a bully who happens to be a teacher, and if you are somewhat different or bad at socializing, you automatically don't fit, in, they will discard you, talk shit behind your back, and push you away, I don't recommend attending, not to mention the education is shit and like everybody says they are all Lazy, but who am I, after all, I'm just an outcast, a loner, a poorly raced child, a loner, a bisexual, a transgender?
Things that seem will never be fully accepted in this world at the very least, because if you think about it we.... sorry, we are nothing, just a spec of dust, not even that, this universe and everything we don't know yet means a lot more...
So just be free, make mistakes be happy, and feel loved, because everything is in your favor, if you just smile at the world, I can guarantee the world will smile right back at you.
I almost attempted suicide, I've always thought of death as something very peaceful. I know you're probably thinking what a psycho, well I'm not. I'm just depressed, confused, anxious, and don't know what to do anymore.
In case you are worried or just curious(jeez that was cold). Don't worry I'll never attempt suicide, sadly not really for me, but for those around me, I would never allow them to go through so much pain because of me.
There's a girl I think I like, but she has a boyfriend, would it be wrong? Probably, but her boyfriend's always hitting on me in front of her, I can see in her eyes she's hurt, he's also 5 years older I'm the same age(not that it's a competition, ahem..)
Anyway, I don't even know if she likes girls...
Happy day to all of you!
BONUS: (Picture of my favorite dog and cat in the whole world, Terra(doggy), Ceniza (kitty cat).
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I feel like there in love sometimes, how beautiful...
