bloom • k.js ' k.th ✓

february

violets
𑁍 being kind might hurt you sometimes.

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my heart aches, staring at you. you leaned against the wall, arms wrapping around your legs as if to create a protective bubble around you.

"taehyung..." even my whisper sounded loud in this room that was filled with your cries.

i couldn't take it anymore. i walked out of your house. you had just broken up with your girlfriend. i didn't take you as the type to cry over a breakup.

i came back after an hour, hoping it was enough time to get yourself together. i knocked on your door. there was no response. worried, i decided it was best for me to check on you.

i key in your password only to find you unconscious on the floor where i left you. i rushed towards you, letting go of the flowers in my hands. you felt so cold.

i immediately sent you to the hospital. thank god, you were fine. why are you in so much pain because of her, kim taehyung?

i never really understood love. why would you hurt the person you love? i'm not one to get myself involved with commitment so i wouldn't understand. however, it was you that made me take a step towards it.

i held your hand against my cheek. i looked at the flowers on the nightstand. i wanted to give you violets. i wanted to let you know that i'll always be there for you.