Innocence

Chapter Four

After our discussion and not paying attention to the actual group discussion Jai and I exchanged numbers and went our separate ways. I walked down the street of my small apartment where Jai had just dropped me off and went to the mall. It had been months since I bad been to the mall. Luke had treated me so horribly that I had developed major anxiety. I walked into the first store I saw and realized that I didn't even like the store I was in.... Toys-R-Us. I walked out and walked around for a bit and smiled at random strangers as they did to me. I pet the cats and thought about getting one. I couldn't have a dog since I lived in an apartment, well a small dog but I like big dogs. In the future I hope to have a husband, a few kids maybe like 2 or 3, a dog and a cat. I'll live happily and won't have to worry about just getting through till the next pay check. I find the people who grow up in the worst neighbourhoods have the most opportunity because they work ten times harder then a person who lives wealthily. I always grew up as the one who everyone judged from where they came from. I had moved from a sketchy town to a rich little town and was immediately judged and bullied for the way I acted, dressed and the things I thought were okay. Apparently in those towns your hair must be straight and you have to dress in bench, vans, and other name brand clothes. Well I'm sorry I can't exactly afford bench. Well now I can but before I couldn't. I work twice as hard as any of those kids. As I am deep in thought, like you can catch me in most of the time, I look over and see a curly haired boy giggling and quite close to a girl. I catch the glimpse of a lip ring and gasp. Sitting on the fountain with a girl is Luke Brooks. The boy who put me in the situation I am in now. The boy who ruined me forever. The boy who broke my heart. The boy who's brother, twin brother, I fell in love with.
"Madi?!"