Luke
The next few small performances we had, were total hell. Well, for me at least. Just the sight of Calum makes me want to cry and never move ever. I'm in the hotel room bed, lying here in silence. It's that suffocating type, where it's choking me to the brink. Calum and I share a room, to the consent that Michael says, "it'll help". It'll help, my ass. Calum told me that he's going out. Or maybe he told the wall. I couldn't tell. The song on Pandora changes to a song that deeply reflects my life right now. I've only heard it once, back when I was sure that the crush on Ca- him, was just a phase.
I took a walk on a Saturday night
The lyrics of Imagine Dragons sings right to my heart.
It's sad, but I decide not to skip the song.
I slowly fall asleep to the song, letting the dark sadness take over my dreams. It's 2 AM when I last check the time.
calum
Stupid, stupid, stupid. Funny, the Asian one is the stupidest. I walk down Dublin's streets, looking at the strangers walk by. They pass by, giving no second glance at the broken hearted boy. I have my earbuds in, listening to Pandora. Imagine Dragons just played, with the one song that decides to talk right to me. I skip a couple songs until one catches in my ears. It's another sad song, but with a twinge of lost hope. I let it play.
Luke, I don't know how I feel about him. He makes the stars in the sky shine, all the lyrics make sense. His cocky smile, and his genuine happiness. Luke's care for everything around him, his love for me. That's what makes me fall. As much as it sounds cliché, I love all of his little things. I'm back where I started, literally and figuratively. As I open the door to the hotel I hear Luke's voice.
"Calum?" Luke's sleepy voice rings through my ears.
"Yes?" Luke's breath fans my ear as I lean closer, fondly engulfing him into a hug.
"I'm so sorry."
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Fanfiction"we're just friends, calum. that's all." or where two boys in a band seem to fall in love and everything else seems to fall apart. lynkcal
