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•Omniscient• LAS VEGAS-NEVADA|JULY 24.2020 ------------------
Kassen punched a second hole in the wall before yanking the room door open walking down the stairs knocking everything over. he had been destroyed the house for five minutes now since he was going through an episode.
danielle shook her head wiping her tears following him as she walked down the stairs. she was exhausted, kassen had been having episodes back to back. she knew it was because of him not taking his medicine and it was showing.
"mane fuck this shit, ion wanna be here nomore" he picked up the vase that his deceased grandma once own throwing it pass danielle's head and she ducked looking at him like he was crazy.
"kassen stop! " she yelled walking over to him grabbing his arm and he shook his head breathing fast as he broke down to his knees crying.
"ion have no reason to be hea' mane, i'm so broken inside and lost youon understand" he sniffed looking at dani as she kneeled down in front him. "y-you can't leave me mane cuz then imma hurt you for playing with my heart". he mumbled leaning his head back against the wall.
"you do have a reason to be here, why are you having suicidal thoughts when you have people to live for kassen. you gone leave me out hea' by myself huh" she asked wiping his face. "i-if you leave me then i'm leaving too" she told him and he stared back at her.
"you don't mean that shit, you gone leave and move on like everybody else. youon love me danielle" he chuckled shaking his head as his tears fell.
"i- i do love you kassen. that's why you can't leave me, how you gonna just come in my life and make me fall this hard for you just to leave" she said crying angry tears.
"i'm crazy, i'm not gone never be normal like everybody else so it ain't no purpose. i'm delusional and sick in the head, you know how many times i just stand over you and watch you sleep for hours, don't know if i wanna strangle you or not but i can't because you my whole heart mane"
A\N: unt unt, one eye open when i'm sleeping. one eyeeeiiiieee. lmaoaoaoa.
"you wouldn't hurt me ka, no matter how many times you think about it nothing will drive you to hurting me because that's not you. " she told him pointing at his chest. "stop letting them voices get to you--you know if you think negative and what you thinking is not right then those are the voices, don't listen to bad things kassen. you are normal fuck the voices".
"i'm trying, i promise i am but fuck mane" he yelled pulling at his hair as the voices started up again. "bae, help me pleasee" he beg feeling himself get angry.
danielle sigh getting up going into the kitchen opening the medicine cabinet reading the words on the pills bottle. she didn't know how the hell to pronounce the big words but she grab the three bottles that were half way gone and a bottle of water going back into the living room.
"here" she mumbled stuffing the pills in his mouth taking the cap off the bottle of water putting it to his lips and he down all of it being that he was tired from the damages he'd done.
"come on, get up" she told him putting her arm under his trying to lift him up and he stood up. they walked up the stairs into his room heading towards the bed.
kassen laid down and danielle laid beside him wrapping her arms around him as he laid his head on her chest.
a few minutes later he was sound asleep with his arms clenched around danielle's waist as if she was going to leave him while he was sleeping.
it was hard for her trying to balance kassen and his issues and her with her issues but somehow she was seeming to pull through.
she wiped her face from that tears that were falling staring at the black walls. she was stressed out a little and was tired but she didn't want kassen to know because she wouldn't want him to think he burden her with his problems.
dani tried moving out of his grip to clean up the mess he had done but he tightened her arms around her more scrunching his face up in his sleep.
she knew she wouldn't be able to move no time soon so she decided to just go to take a nap. she made a mental note to clean up as soon as she wakes up.
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"what happened bae" kassen asked dani walking down the stairs into the living room where she was.
it's been hours since everything happened and dani managed to escape from his arms and clean up the mess around the house when she woke up while he was still sleeping.
this episode wasn't like the ones from the last few days because all he was doing was crying but today he let all his anger out. danielle was glad he let it out on objects around the house instead of her.
"why'd you ask" she paused the tv looking up at him and he rubbed his head sitting beside her. he pulled her onto his lap and laid his head on top of hers slouched down in the chair.
"my head hurt so bad mama, all i remember is me crying and you standing over me telling me you love me. i don't know if i was dreaming or wha-
"you weren't" she cut him off. "you had a really bad episode today and broke a few things. you even punched a few holes in the wall and broke your grandma's vase" she told him and he huffed leaning his head back against the chair.
"i cherished that vase danielle, i can't believe i broke the shit. that was one of the few things i had to remind me of her " he mumbled rubbing circles on her naked skin.
"it's okay kassen you got more things just don't break those instead hide them so you won't have an episode and use those to let your anger out" she told him and he nod his head.
"do you really" he asked looking up at the ceiling scared of what her answer would be.
"do i really what" she questioned leaning her head up looking at him.
"do you really love me danielle" he asked looking at her with his lazy brown eyes.
"i do, and i love you with all my heart. if you leave out this world then we leaving together because we stuck like glue" she told him putting her index finger and middle finger together.
"i love you too and you right we are. that's why i'm so crazy about you. i can't let what happened before happen again".
"it won't" she spoke kissing his lips and he kissed her back. he pulled away taking a deep breath.
she laid her head back on him as he laid his head back on top of hers.
at least he knew if he was to take his self out she was being taken out too.
