Haikyuu Oneshots (Mpreg)

IwaOi - Our little Angel

IwaOi - A lost life

Tw: Stillbirth

"Mmmm Iwa, it hurts, it hurts so bad" Oikawa whined as we walked around the house together.

"I know I know, but we gotta get the baby to drop" he stopped to lean against a wall. I walked behind him and started to massage his hips.

"Mm...thank you. Can I... have some..water?" I panted trying to breath through the contraction rippling through me.

"Of course baby" I kissed his sweaty forehead and rushed off to get a glass of water.

I came back to a sleeping Oikawa sitting on the couch.

"Someone made there way over here huh?" I placed the glass on the couch side table.

"She was getting heavy."

"Yeah I bet" I leaned down to wipe of oikawa's head with my shirt.

"How are you holding up?"

"...my water.."

"Yeah, it's over there?" I pointed to the glass

"No! MY WATER!" I finally got the message, oikawa's water had broken. I smiled and gave a small woohoo.

"Um, so now what?"

"I don't know- agh!" I watched as another contraction hit him. After, we walked around for a bit more, stopping for each contraction.

"Iwaaaa, it hurtttss..." he whined. I hated seeing him like this, in pain and I couldn't do shit about it.

"Hey, why don't you lean against the couch and I can check how far you are?"

"Sure" he frowned. He waddled over to the side of the couch and knelt down to his knees so he was in a kneeling position (with my help), with his arms resting on the couch arm rest. I slid my hand down into his boxers to check. To my surprise i was able to feel the tip of her head.

Oikawa whined as I felt the baby's head emerge more. I could tell he was pushing, but trying not to.

"Hey, you're ready. Push if you need to. I got you." I said, rubbing his beak with my free hand. I pulled his boxers down and counted fo three.

"Push for ten seconds when I say three okay?" He nodded in response.

"Okay..one...two...three! Push!" And he did.

"Fuck." He whimpered as the head slid out. My eyes widened at the quiet, blue head, she felt...cold. I started to panic internally. I checked her neck as Oikawa pushed again, as I assumed, the cord was wrapped tightly around her neck. I tried to realize the cord but it was no use, she was gone. I went numb and pulled her the out the rest of the way. I think Oikawa caught on, he had gone silent once he didn't hear a cry. I pulled her up onto my chest, the cold body in my hands. I looked into see oikawa's horrified eyes, now pouring out tears.

"what? What ha-happened?" I looked down. "please...please...please no, oh god no, why? WHY? NO HAJIME MAKE HER BREATH! PLEASE MAKE HER BREATH! he screamed at me, I just shook my head no, trying to fight back the tears and anger in my eyes.

"HAJIME PLEASE! SHES NOT DEAD, DO SOMETHING! DO SOMETHING!" He yelled at me, hitting my arm.

"IWA MAKE HER BREATH, CRY, DO SOMETHING! JUST something...please" Oikawa stopped screaming and laid his head onto my arm, tears flowing from his eyes.

"She's gone tooru, she's gone, I tried I promise. I tried to get the cord off her neck, it was no use. She's gone, I'm sorry. I'm-im so sorry." I cried, finally giving in. I placed our daughter's little blue body onto oikawa's chest. He cried and traced her face. She had my nose, and Oikawa's wavy brunette hair. She had my olive eyes too, and his cherry red lips. She was perfect.

"Hey there baby, I wish I could seee you grow up. To see you smile, to open your eyes, to say your first words, ride your first bike, take your first step. I wish I could see you grow. But I can't, I guess that's the way it'll be. I just want you to know I love you, and will always love you. Goodbye baby Aya, I love you." I leaned down and kissed the baby in oikawa's arms. He cried as I kissed his forehead.

"I love you too baby Aya, you are our Angel" Oikawa leaned down and kissed her head too. He handed her to me. I took the small corpse to the sink to gently wash her before putting her into a onesie we had bought for her. It had little halos, suns, and clouds on it. I then laid her down into the bassinet we had. Tears still rolling down my cheeks. It was silent, other than the sniffles heard between the two of us. After laying down Aya, I went over to my mourning husband. Gently picking him up in my arms. He wrapped his arms around my neck and buried his head into my chest and cried. I just stood there with him, crying as well.

I took him to our bathroom to clean up. I filled the tub and placed him into the warm water. I carefully undressed and got into the bath with him. He just laid there silent, dull...numb. I washed him, then dried him off and set him in comfortable clothes on our bed.

I laid next to him. I pulled him into a hug, he cried softly on my chest.

"I love you, I know it's hard, but it's gonna be okay. I got you, okay?" He nodded in response.

"I..I love you too" 

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