My brush with Allah

A year ago on Talklife

I discovered Talklife it's similar to Vent which is like a mental health Twitter version of Twitter I remember talking to one girl who had the same issue that I'm in now where she was playing or doing some thing and she passed out and she got a letter from Mya from saying that good things are gonna happen and that everything that she prayed for was gonna happen. I still remember that conversation even though it's a virtual conversation through IM messaging instant messaging I mean. I told her that I have seen angels and that I have met the prophet (peace be upon him) And then I was given the name Sufi and that I was to tell the truth as it is whether people liked it or not that's what the prophet told me (peace be upon him) that I was to tell the truth even if people didn't like the truth. The truth about chance near the truth about east Turkestan the truth about my peoples that we are not terrorists and they give voices to children who are not as lucky as I was to be born in a war zone and be adopted who are still stuck in war zones and poor countries the voiceless.
I was also told to practice my talents and follow my talents as well as my passions and my interests things that I'm good at that I have been God-given with like my heart and my writing. I also supposed to to spend my life either loving people and/or seeking knowledge as that and be peaceful to not even kill a fly. So I became a very peaceloving person who became an artist full-time and author full-time and I also do music I found out I was good at music but that's not gonna be my living. I found out I was really good with my hands from my birth father a God given gift through DNA and I said I'm going to have to use my hands for a living as well as I like to read and write.   The reading and writing passing on knowledge and  and giving myself knowledge.
I was telling the stranger who was also Muslim yes and she believed every word of it I couldn't believe any word of it because it was still a lucid dream to me but it was a vision that I go by the name Sufi whenever I talk to people but when I go to doctors appointments or hospitals I go by the name Elena Mustafa. I still remember this conversation very much so as if it happened yesterday but then again I also remember on Talklife being threatened with acid and also being called not a real Muslim because I liked Halloween and then I was LGBTQ. I would tell these M Ephors that I'm only human and that I am just a human that's it a human for some Muslim second I was born a human first Then I reverted to Islam at age 17. But that was last year and then I try to join a Muslim group on Facebook and I got the business about being LGBTQ and I didn't really appreciate that and had to report the group on Facebook for hate speech. They found out that what my allegations and reporting was true do you know report didn't remove the group but remove the people who were saying bad things about LGBTQ people who happen to be Muslim. I want as far as to call one of these cyber bullies or mother Ephors a real see you next Tuesday which I'm not proud of saying but I had to say it because he was acting like a fool. Some thing that a real Muslim or not act like Muslim would be human and Muslim or know what love is, And that love is you can take many forms it doesn't just have to be heterosexual I can be pine or by or lesbian or gay Lauv and it doesn't always have to be love between a mother and a child or a father and a child it also could mean that you love a TV show or that you love a certain kind of ice cream are you love food what do you like your hobbies. That's what I think a lot of it is and what Islam is.  To me I've had no bad experiences even though I was having one there with Islamic people they have been very kind to me and very loving to me and I have been nothing more than the same to them as we are of the same cloth. I decided that those people in the Facebook Muslim group were not real Muslims that they were a bunch of mischief makers something in the Koran that is frowned upon.    I didn't let anyone like I still don't like Christians tell me to get a boyfriend and forget about getting a girlfriend or wife get a husband have children believe in Jesus or whatever instead I just go by the Koran as it was presented and I go and live my life as it is.  Like today earlier today before this guy had a seizure and I passed out I remember hearing from one of my Pen Pal's don't ever change you are perfect as it is and I said that I was not intending on changing or editing myself. But it looks like it from talking to an old man in a field of flowers and wildflowers in a very perfect world it looks like I might have to do some changes anyway not for my orientation but for my mindset. I still thought I was dead when I was in that vision.