My brush with Allah

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I was still on my ward floor in a pathetic foetal position while my spirit or soul was in paradise the real me. And I was talking to this figure who turned out to be Allah . I ended up still in deadlock about forgiveness but I was starting to girls who am I to judge with the greatest artist on the universe. He created the big dipper he created man he made the best damn detail that no mortal  artist earth can do.   I am still an hour with the building not address the paradise that I'm in sitting on a bench with a figure, of an old man. But I also was an hours how beautiful nature is in Canada and on earth and what the big dipper is like how beautiful it was who am I to judge what he was going to say when he could judge what I said. I ended up actually saying you know what you're right.
"Sophie my star from my child you actually are going to forgive your mother for what she has done to you? And "al-Assad as I want I was going to go back to my body which is now a corpse in the middle of my basement apartment bedroom it was about ready to stink I said I will forgive my mother if it means the end of the world for me I will forgive her that's what I said and promised Allah.
" A very wise and compassionate choice my child you are nothing more than a star child or a light worker you have done mighty work on yourself and you've done mighty work on other people that has been Gord some people may have not appreciated it somehow but you don't care about accolades just as long as you get what needs to be done done. I wish you the best and please forgive your mother and keep your promise to me" he said.
"I'm going to follow through on my promise as I call my mother in the morning I just saw that it's worse not just my mental health but also my soul and it's place in this paradise." I said and promised with genuine respect and genuine fervor. "Thank you for talking me into this I am a very kind person I never had an evil bone in my body no it was an aggressive bone but never evil I know what true Islam is it's forgiveness and crime nursing as well as submission to you I am very honoured that you are actually chose me to talk about this when he could've talk to other Muslims so I'm that we're not as deserving of this.
"Do you still love me even though I am LGBTQ?" I asked.
Yes I do forgive you for your indiscretions but as far as you being LGBTQ I made it my will that you would be LGBTQ my child that's how I made you in the first place so you can love people authentically."
Me and this mysterious figure walked back to my body he put my soul back into my body and that was the end of the razor in but it wasn't the end of the ordeal.