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Y/n had left the musashi shrine, driving around to think about what had happened during the meeting. "Baji... why would you leave me...? You promised, didn't you?" Y/n quietly said aloud, barely able to hear herself over the loud sounds of her motorcycle.
He promised, right? Baji won't leave, he can't die. He promised, swore on his life to not die. He promised... but promises were never meant to be kept, right...? The girl's seemingly forever straight lined lips turned into a small frown.
She looked at the dark, pitch black sky. Stars glittering and dim streetlights were the only bright things that could be seen. Her hair was flying everywhere but that's the least of her problems.
She wanted to scream, to yell, to cry her heart out. She really wished she could. She wished to feel pain again. To feel emotions again. She wanted mother back. She wanted her siblings back. She wanted everyone back, in front of her.
Breathing, a smile on their faces. Hana and her playing around in the kid infested park. She dreamed of that life. A life where everything was fine. A life that was worth living. A life with happiness.
Tears fell from her eyes. They streamed, water falls as it dripped with the wind. She couldn't feel this pain. But it was still in her. Don't get it wrong, y/n loved her friends. She just wanted more. She deserved more.
But god wasn't on her side. She didn't get that life, that dream. The only thing she wanted, she never got. Never got the chance to feel that feeling, to have a genuine happy smile. Not even a second of it.
Everything was a blur, she couldn't see. It was all just a fuzzy road with muffled sounds of her engine. She really needed to feel something. To feel the pain those tears had.
"I'm sorry, y/n." She heard the familiar deep stern voice, her father. She gripped the handles of her motorcycle tightly. She was starting to hear things. "Shut up. Shut up." She shook her head, trying to get the apologies of her father out of her head.
"Shut the hell up." She wanted to yell that out, but it only came out as a small whisper. Her father's voice had so much affect on her. All her trauma was caused by that awful man.
"Stop, get the fuck out of my head." Unbeknownst to her, she sped faster. Her father's voice was like a sign to follow something. To go to the cemetery.
She made it to the cemetery, where her family's and hana's graves are, shinichiro's grave was also there to. She hasn't been there in a while, maybe that's why her father's voice made her go here.
She unintentionally avoided it. Maybe it's because it had all of the deaths she could've prevented. She avoided it like how she avoids hospitals.
She parked her bike, slowly walking towards the entrance. As she entered, she spotted her family's grave. Hana's grave wasn't too far away from theirs, only a couple steps away, same with shinichiro's.
