𝙎𝙚𝙙𝙪𝙘𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙈𝙮 𝙏𝙪𝙩𝙤𝙧 [𝘼𝙧𝙢𝙞𝙣 𝙭 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧]

11|𝗛𝗼𝘁𝗲𝗹

Previously: I make my way to the toilet and I see that the door is slightly open. I peek to see what he has been doing for so long, and I just see his head slammed down on the counter.

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Armin's POV:

After I take the shot of rum I scurry to the bathroom and then spit it down the sink. I promised myself that I would never drink again ever since the incident with annie.

The taste alone gives me flashbacks. I get water and repeatedly wash my mouth out. It still isn't enough.

I bang my head down on the counter and start crying. Why did it have to happen in the first place? The memory comes back again. I run to the bathtub and then I vomit all over the place.

Shit.

I'm so hot and sweaty I really just want to go home.

I place my head down roughly back onto the counter and of course, I start crying. Why do I have to be such a coward? That day, why did I have to give in? Why wasn't I strong enoug-

"Armin..?" I hear Y/N's voice call. Out of all people, seeing her is only going to make me worse. How do I reply? I dont want her to know I'm crying?!
Y/N's POV

"Armin..." I say softly as I open the door.

"Hm?" He voice muffled.

"What's wrong?.." I ask in a quiet and soft tone to make sure that he feels more comfortable.

"Nothing... Can you please leave a second.. I'll meet you out when I'm done," he quietly speaks.

I slowly close the door and then wait behind it. I can hear so many moans from upstairs but I choose to ignore them and to focus on Armin.

I hear a few sniffles from the bathroom. I wonder what could be the matter?

"Armin, I'm coming in!" I say worriedly.

"No! You can't see me like this!!" he yells.

I don't care what state he's in right now, he just needs a bit of comforting.

I burst in the door and notice his eyes are all red and puffy.

"Armin..." I say in sympathy as I go in for a warm hug. It reminds me of the time that he did the same to me when Dr. Smith said something that hurt me. The first time we properly spoke.

"Y/N!!! Please go!" he shouts as he pushes me back. I land in the bathtub which was covered with...

When I think we're having a cute moment.

"shit, shit, shit!! I'm so sorry Y/N- I better go!!" he says as he runs out the bathroom.

For goodness sake, now my new dress is covered in vomit.

I really don't care right now though, I just need to know what's wrong with Armin.

I run out of the bathroom and quickly get changed into grey sweatpants and a white crop top. Hopefully, Armin is still here. As I leave the room, I get stopped by a drunk Mikasa.

"Y/N, do you have somewhere to stay for the night, Eren, and I are gonna be busy!" she giggles as she kisses Erens cheek.

"Yeah, I'll find somewhere. Have fun!" I shout quickly as I approach Jean who is holding hands with Pieck.

"Jean will I be able to stay over? Mikasa and Eren are gonna be busy tonight and I don't know where to go!" I panicked in a rush.

"Sorry Y/N, Pieck is gonna be doing some intense and vigorous horse riding tonight and I'm helping her with it" He winked.