𝙎𝙚𝙙𝙪𝙘𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙈𝙮 𝙏𝙪𝙩𝙤𝙧 [𝘼𝙧𝙢𝙞𝙣 𝙭 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧]

22|𝗙𝗶𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝗖𝗼𝗻𝗳𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀

Previously: It was now time for the dreaded conversation you were going to have with Mikasa...

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Walking behind Mikasa with her raven hair swaying from side to side as she walked, thoughts of what was going to happen ran through my mind. Ever since Mikasa and Eren started dating, I felt more and more distant from her each day. 

What was she going to say? Was she going to apologize? Start a fight? 

"We're there," Mikasa bluntly says from inside the closet. I must have spaced out for too long so immediately I scurry in. I could feel my knees weaken by the second as deadly silence filled the room. I didn't dare look at Mikasa, but I definitely felt her intense glare stabbing right through me.

"Oh Y/N..." Mikasa begins with a low chuckle escaping her lips, breaking the unbearable silence. I sat against the wall, hugging my knees as I looked up at her in response. "Do you have any idea to why you're in here?" she asks, kneeling down to meet my face, lifting my chin up with her index finger in the action. 

"...no?" was the only thing I could muster out, my voice sounding small. She instantly lets out a breathy chuckle and walks to the opposite wall, her heels clanking being the only thing that could be heard. By now she was sitting across from me.

"You really are pathetic, you know that, right?" She says as he continues laughing, holding her stomach as she did. Did she find this amusing?

"What was going through your small brain when you kissed Eren? You're such a fucking whore, that's all you are," Mikasa shouts, giving a glare that could probably kill. I didn't know how to answer back, I didn't kiss Eren. He kissed me and I couldn't do anything about it. 

"Mika-" I start before she interrupts.

"I never said I was fucking done yet," she spits. I flinch at her aggressive tone which made her slightly giggle. "You're so annoying. In the car you don't understand how much I wanted you to just shut the fuck up," she continues as she claps her hands after each word. "I'm not surprised your parents kicked you out, they must have gotten tired of you like how I am".

"Mikasa-" 

"Who said you should speak? Oh my God. To cut to the point Y/N, I really don't like you. I despise you in fact," she says getting up and wiping invisible dust from her dress. "I think I'm done for now. What did you want to say Y/N?"

"Don't say that-" I start before she breaks off what I had to say by putting a finger on my lips. I was very taken aback by what she was saying to me. She was my best friend? Why act like this all of a sudden. I didn't do anything to her??

"I've heard enough of your annoying voice. Now, back to what I was saying. I also don't like living with people that I'm not very fond of..." By now I had tears welling up in my eyes. What was she trying to imply? 

"What are you trying to say, Mikasa?!" I question as worry laced my voice. 

"What I'm trying to say is, you're no longer living with me. I'm kicking you out. Eren is moving in with me next week so I don't want to see any of your shit in my appartment by then, not a single thing." She smirks giving me a look that I'd never forget. My heart instantly drops into my chest. Was this really happening?!? Was I getting disowned a second time???

By now I was full on crying. Rage filled me and the thing I wanted most was to slap Mikasa, beat her up, drag her by the hair. I wanted all off that. but...