possessive touches × yoonnie

my fault (2)

Jennie pov

"why aren't you answering me?"

yoongi asked coldly as he pushed me more into the wall traping me completely between him and the cold walls.

"you don't know how you feel... ?" he asked, his voice raspier than before.

"wh-why....why are you doing this to me" I asked as tears flowed through my eyes. his expression seemed to soften for a second but not too long.

frightened...I tried to push yoongi hard...but he easily grabed both my wrists, making me unable to struggle.
he controlled my whole body just with his one hand as if it was nothing.

my heart started to throb again seeing the cold look on his eyes. "do you realize what you've done ?" yoongi asked, his face coming closer to mine, I moved my head backward trying to create a respectful gap. "what ?!" I asked.

"when I saw you looking into another person's eyes..I knew what to do with you!" yoongi said, his eyes showing a fume of anger and annoyance "I was so annoyed" he said.

"fucking pissed off" he urged gritting his teeth, I felt so small underneath his angry cold stare and his tight grip.
his soft lips muttered unthinkable words. I doubted my own ears.

yoongi tilted his head and searched me. several expressions came into his face but his eyes kept following me persistently.

"...i-"

"a-are you saying it's w-wrong to talk to other people's?"

"i-iTS UNFAIR !!. "

I shouted at him as if I was spitting my sorrow out. but yoongi dint even blink one eye, his sharp eyes still staring at me like a hungry predator.

only

"yes"

"it's your fault" he said casually. he stared at me with his icy cold look.

"your eyes only have to look at me. only me. dont even look at the others"

yoongi said as if that was some kind of warning for me and I had to obey him no matter what.

"...!"

I blinked my eyes not believing his words.

"this is why I kept you away from them" yoongi said piercing his eyes into mine as if he wanted to have my soul.

"just imagine how might I have felt when all the flies where arround you"

he yelled at me "you- you...d-dint" I stuttered out of fear from what I was hearing from him.

"I had no choice"

"I had to get rid of all the scums arround you" yoongi said his serious expression smiling crazily at me as I stared at him wide eyed. he said all of it so nonchalantly as if he was talking about the weather.

'I dint do anything wrong-'

'you did-'

yoongi s eyes were accusing me.

the reason why I get bullied-

it was...

all because of him!!!

"hey jennie" yoongi called me out again bringing me out of my daze. "hey there jen" he called again. he calls my name in the sweetest way possible. caressing my face with the carefullness of touching glass shards.
a fair smile came into yoongi's face.

stiffled with fear I couldn't tell anything , I just looked up "answer me.." he said , his voice soothing and calm " I hate to say it twice." he said as he rubbed the tears formed in my eyes with the pad of his thumb.

"let me try again"

"hey , there jen"

his voice became more softer which made me breath back a sniffle. but, I felt colder than before. I couldn't answer him, I barely could speak with my shaky lips.

"y-yes"

it was no more than a croak but yoongi seemed to like it. he smiled gently. "do you know what you did wrong today?" he asked rubbing some more newly formed tears from my cheeks and eyes.

"I want to hear it from your lips" yoongi said his gaze's moving towards my lips.

"..."

the answer was given. If I don't say it ....I might be taken apart again.

"I talked with taehyung" I said more likely whispered it out since I had no internal strength left.

".."

"you know his name now?" yoongi asked, anger and jelousy visible in his eyes and expression. I thought he would just kill me.

"baby, you must not learn any names other than mine" yoongi said glaring into my eyes with his dark once "do you want me to go crazy ?" he asked. he held my wrists more tighter making me hiss in pain.

"...I won't...n-next time"

I dint knew I was saying that from my own mouth, I dint do anything wrong.

but there was one thing seized in my mind. I wanted to live . I dint wanted to be tormented any more.

"good girl" yoongi's raspy voice brought me back from my thoughts.

"I'll tell the others that my baby dint do it." yoongi said seemingly to like what I said.

but he suddenly wraped his arms arround me. my heart beat fast at the smothering embrace. not in excitement but fear.

"baby..I'll let you go this time. if anything like this happens again.." yoongi paused "I won't forgive you" he lowly whispered it into my ears leaving a bite on my earlobe from his sharp canines which made me hiss, his words still ringing in my head.

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