my fault (3)

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Jennie's pov

"got it?" he asked , his calm smile like nothing happend made me shudder.
but I dint let it show.

"why aren't you answering ?" yoongi's deep voice sinked down as if he was sad.

"....baby.." he called, his pet names making me shook.

"..y-yes"

I was too terrified of him now. I dint wanted to suffer from scornful looks anymore. biting my shaking lips, I noded.

he had a satisfying smile on his lips, it frightened me.

"..i-ill be going then" I said trying to hide my nervousness which I deeply failed. ".. like you said..I won't talk to others." I quietly muttered but he seemed to hear it.

please let me go.

the sentence only lingering in the tip of my tongue.

"yes? " he said or more like questioned me.

I turned my back to escape from him , but he still had his tight grip on both my wrists as if I was some rabbit. but before I could struggle in his grip, he snatched my hands backward and burried his lips on my neck.

soft...but persistent kiss

something hot and sticky ran over my neck. and

"ah-"

my heart throbed rapidly in my chest. with a sharp pain, something hard bit deeply on my throat. wincing in pain I tried to push yoongi off , but he only burried his face deeper. the more I pushed , the harder he embraced me leaving me in fear and pain.

I couldn't breath. it felt like something bound my chest. I bit my lip to draw out some air but it was frustrated by his fingers forcing my mouth open. which made me whimper in pain.

a little while later, yoongi s head was burried on my shoulder and then the persistent lips were off from me.

"let's go inside baby.." yoongi said , a satisfied smile on his face , his hands still touching my cheek against my will unlike that his voice was so kind, drops of tears fell from my eyes.

"baby" he said , his expression worried and sad.

"I like your smile" yoongi said "but I also like you seeing cry if I'm the reason for it.." he said caressing the tears away from my cheeks.

"..."

why are you doing this to me?

but I wasn't brave enough to tell it out loud , so I bit my lips and looked into his eyes with my teary once.

smiling wider , yoongi came nearer to me "do you hate me?" he asked , his voice again droping , a nervous shiver ran down my spine "yes you hate me.." he confirmed looking deeply into my eyes.

"hey" yoongi said his voice deep and raspy "it's of no use.." he continued "even if you hate me and look at me like that..I love you and that's all" he stoped as he took a deep breath in running his slender fingers inside his mint green hair.

"you should start liking me too!" yoongi said as he held me by my shoulder gently.

"you have to" he whispered it lowly in my ears making me shake in panic. my tears strangled arround my throat as if it could suffocate me any moment. I wanted to cry out more loudly than I allready was.

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@school yard

yoongi walked me to the classroom door but I couldn't really go inside, avoiding his watch I came in the school yard.

"why me ?"

why have I become like this?

I even felt pathetic for myself , I was bullied by the whole school just for yoongi's obsession. why do i have to suffer ? I never did anything wrong.

I started to have a lump in my throat, tears started to brim in my eyes making my visions blurr.

"huh !? you ?" a familiar deep voice said just infront of me. I looked up to meet taehyungs eyes looking fondly at me "what are you doing here ?" he asked as his smily expression droped to a serious and worried one, he observed my face.

flashback few minutes before in back of the school campus.

"do you know what you did wrong today ?"

"I want to hear it from your own lips.."

"i-I talked with taehyung.."

" you know his name too ?"

"baby you must not learn names others than mine"

"do you want ..me to go crazy ?"

"I..I won't next time.."

present moment

"hey..answer me..why are you here?" taehyung asked as he softly shaked my hands sitting besides me.

I dint know what to say to taehyung either, he appeared here out of the blue. taehyung was the only person who treated me like a friend but...

I couldn't even smile at him, yoongi s sticky kiss came into my mind.

"hey..wait ...are you crying?" taehyung asked his own eyes being glossy. now that I realise I dint even know when tears started flowing from my eyes.

what should I do ? should I walk away from him ?

taehyungs worried eyes made my heart stirr.

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suga_nose~

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