*TW* eating problems, lots of cursing, being said you do everything for "attention", trauma from childhood, anxiety, depression, gender dysphoria i guess (not really but talks about being trans), being shut down for help bc your doing for "attention." i don't think there's anything else if i missed anything please comment. if any of this triggers you please skip it.
attention
attention attention
fucking attention
that's all everyone says
you say something
"oh your doing it for attention"
you come out as trans to be yourself
"oh no your just confused and need attention"
you finally open up about how you feel
"oh no your fine you just want attention"
you tic bc of your anxiety
"oh, shut up you just want attention"
you have problems eating
"your lying, all lies just for attention"
you can't do anything anymore
everyone just thinks you want attention
when that's the last thing you fucking want
you just want help goddamnit
you just want someone to fucking care
you just want someone to listen to you
you just want someone to love you as you are
but no you don't get that all you get is
"oh your just a child wanting attention"
and let's not get fucking started on being little
you want to regress to a younger age
you have trauma from childhood
you have bad anxiety and want to be a kid
you want to do this and be left alone
but no
all you get is
"your such a fucking child and an attention whore"
like you shut up
maybe i just want some fucking love and care
attention sucks
everyone's eyes on you
everyone saying sorry over and fucking over
you don't want their damn pity
you just want someone to tell you it'll be okay
someone you will actually believe
not someone just saying it bc "you just want attention"
nobody wants attention
attention attention
fucking attention
just leave me the fuck alone
and let me be myself for once
i'm so fucking done with this whole "you just want attention" bullshit
attention is attention
wanting someone to care is wanting for someone to love you
fuck attention
have a great day ~ Jaiy ❤️ (368 words).
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PoetryThis is pretty much just a bunch of "poems" I write. I write these "poems" because it's how I express myself. It can be about being trans, or mental health. Or really anything I just decide to write about. Also *TW* (these will also be in the first...
