Happy

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happy
an emotion
one i haven't felt in a while
i'm finally happy after so long
i finally feel like i can love myself for me
i feel happy with myself
so fucking happy
i can't stop smiling
and i don't want to
it makes me feel so grateful
the people i surround myself with are amazing
i have to say thank you to them for this
my siblings are amazing
i like being able to talk about how i'm feeling
i like being able to be myself
i love that they support me
i love that they let me be myself
i don't have to hide who i am around them
that's the best feeling in the world
where you can be yourself
no hiding
no lying
just smiling
laughing
joking
being stupid
just yourself
i love being happy
i know it's not gonna be everyday
i know i'll have bad days
but when i have these days
it makes me the happiest in the world
the gender euphoria i feel
it's like i'm free
it makes me smile until my face hurts
the feeling of happiness is one i'll cherish
it's the emotion i always want to feel
today started off as a sad day for me
but surrounding myself with people i love helped
it made me so freaking happy
i'm trying to explain it
but it's hard
but i love this so much
just feeling like this
just feeling
happy

have an absolute amazing day ~ jaiy ❤️

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