I wish

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this is short, and i just wrote it. so it's probably bad, but i felt the need to write something.

*TW* gender dysphoria, body dysphoria, cursing, mentions of suicide, mention of religion, self depreciation. 

i wish i could've been born a boy
like i am a boy
but not in the right body
i hate my body
i hate my voice
i hate myself
i hat everything about myself
i just hate it
sometimes i wish i didn't exist
i wish i could die
but i can't
everyone always tells me i have reasons to stay
but i don't get it
i don't feel like i do
i can't do anything right it seems like
i can't be myself if i do then that's wrong
i can't even pretend right anymore
i'm just wrong
wrong body
wrong clothes
wrong voice
wrong hair
wrong life
wrong mentally
wrong physically
just wrong
why couldn't i have a boys body
i don't get it
why me
why did i have to be put in this situation
i wish everyone was born the way they wanted to be
instead of being in the wrong body
i wish everyone including myself could be happy
a lot of people say they are
but if you look into their eyes you know the truth
i just wish everything could end
but that's not right
i wouldn't never be forgiven
god would hate me as i'm told
my family would hate me
my friends would hate me
i would be hated in every which way
i can't do anything
fuck my life
fuck this world
fuck everything
i just wish i could've been born a boy

have a great day ~ Jaiy ❤️ 265 words

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