⚠️THIS CHAPTER INCLUDES ATTEMPTED SUICIDE AND THOUGHTS OF SELF-HARM⚠️
~~~Yuji POV~~~~~~~~~ Once I was alive again, I put clothes on and went on a walk with Gojo-sensei.
Gojo suddenly pulled the hood over my head, "Where are we going?" I ask out of curiosity,
"Well, I was supposed to be training you about now. But we're forgetting someone."
I think for a moment, "Oh! N/N-chan!" Gojo-sensei nods.
"She's always death-threatening us, and she means it too. She doesn't care about lives or personal feelings. But that also includes her." I tilt my head in confusion. Gojo-sensei sighs, before turning to me with a serious expression. The atmosphere changing completely. "L/N doesn't value life expect yours, now that you're dead, she would kill us no? Wrong. Think about what I mean."
A sudden idea of what he meant popped up. A bad one.
"Y-You mean... Y/N doesn't value her.. life?" Gojo-sensei nods. "You better be quick."
'Shit.' Y/N has always talked to me about places where she would want to die, "Somewhere with a pretty view." One certain place popped up in my mind when I think of a pretty place that held a high risk of death.
I just hope I'm fast enough.
~~~your POV~~~~~~~ Sitting down on a huge harbor bridge. My knees pressed firmly against my chest. My eyes skim over the horizon, the warm and cold pastel colours blending in naturally as the sun slowly set under the sea. Water sparkling lightly like a reflection if the night sky, endlessly being lost in the distance. It was beautiful, ethereal even. If only my life could even be compared to it.
It wasn't. It couldn't.
I sigh, feeling the wind brush against my skin. The smell of sea water and fresh air filled my nose. Smiling softly, 'this was just like day I met Yuji.' My mind reminiscing on the familiar memory.
~~flashback~~~~~~ I was the exact description of a zombie. Living on auto pilot. Desperate for a change, but it never happened for 15 grueling years of my life. Until he came.
I went to the flower shop to buy some presents for mother, it was dusk, on the way I bumped into a young boy the same age as me, he has pink hair and a cheesy smile.
"Oh- sorry!" He apologized, but I ignored him, walking past him, it started spitting and I didn't have an umbrella, he did however.
"It's raining! I'll walk you to wherever you need to go." Still ignoring him, I let him do whatever, he'll leave me alone after we arrive at the shop and we'll never meet again, if we do, it won't matter. It never does.
"I'm Itadori Yuji! I see you around school every now and then." No response, 'We go to the same school? Doesn't matter.'
"Oh! I was also going to this flower shop!" A happy grin plastered on his face once we arrive.
We both purchased a bundle of flowers, "Ah shoot! Ugh..." I face at him, he saw the fact I acknowledged him and beamed, "I forgot my money is all.." He was about to put the bundle of flowers down, until a voice whispered in my head. "Return favors, even if nothing was asked for in return, always, always return the favor." The voice, is so.. familiar yet so undistinguishable. My body moved on its own and took the flowers out of his hand before hastily walking to the cashier, paying for both and handing his bundle to him.
"Y-you didn't have to do that! Thank you so, so much!" Bowing excitedly, at that moment, a flash of lighting made him jump. The rain was pouring even harder, "I'll walk you to where ever you need to go.. how long is it?"
I wanted to stay silent, but I should b a good human-being, so I finally decided to open my mouth, "About.. a 3 minute walk.. from here.." Hesitant pauses in between.
"You spoke! You have such a pretty voice!"
We walked together in the rain, listening to the pitter patter of the rain, and the cliche romance music. Wait. What music-
"Why did you buy flowers?"
"As a present for my mother, it's her birthday today."
"So we're going to your house?"
"No."
He looked confused and was about to ask until I spoke,
"We're here."
Yuji looked around, his face saddening, "But.. this is a grave site.."
"Exactly." I walk to my mother's grave, put the bouquet, pray for a while before leaving. Yuji following silently behind me.
After this interaction with him, he came up to me at school, and managed to break my walls.
~~flashback end~~~~~~~ "Oh well.. Yuji is gone. Dead. So half of me is also dead." I mumble to myself, "I wanted to cut myself many times before jumping.. but I don't have the energy, I'm so selfish."
I stand up, my baggy clothes feeling as if it was dragging me down, taking one more deep breath. Before my death.
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I take one step, and another. And I fall.
Like half a metre. Someone caught me, looking up with wide eyes, I come face to face with a determined Yuji. His face filled with fear.
