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&. & /p͟l͟a͟g͟r͟i͟a͟s͟m͟ i͟s͟ a͟ c͟r͟i͟m͟e͟/
'Keep smiling and don't made a scene'
That was my mother say
Before she left me
In the middle of full of strangers.
Greetings and compliments
That all I was hearing from them
I said thanks and
Give them a fake smiles.
'Entertain your guest and don't embarrass me'
That was my father say
Before he left me also
With his business comrades.
'Such a bi*tch, my dear sister. Flirting with her guests'
No, I'm not big sister
I'm not flirting, they are
Stop accusing me, big sister.
This is my party
But, why do I feel
This party wasn't mine
Yah, I have guest but those are not mine.
This party meant me
To be happy
But, I don't
I just feel suffocating.
I need to breath
From this pressuring auras
I need to breath
Away from them.
I just wanted to have a break
Just a little break
But I didn't expect
I didn't.
I didn't expected that
The little break I was wishing
Were now permanent
Permanent official resting, now.
Yeah, I'm dead
But, right from here
I can see that my family
Were not sad they... They're happy that I was gone now.
They were happy
Because they finally
They get rid of me
They kill me.
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