Venting

Goodbye? (this book isn't completed !)

The Songs Name :- Mondays Are Melancholic !

DO NOT WORRY ! I am not leaving Wattpad forever!

So , I was planning on posting this yesterday but it didn't happen so anyway ,

I honestly feel like this book doesn't serve its purpose , I don't even update chapters in it even though I'm going through a lot right now....

Anyway I might come back to it , considering its my venting book ! But I will currently leave it as "Completed" for now !

Please do not worry about me though ! I will get over this stage in my life and seek professional help when and if I can , and if I can't , then I have a support group to cheer me up !

But just if anyone wanted to and can help , I guess my life so far has been in three stages ,
The Happy Stage ! (Very young to young) , The Sad stage .... (Recently to A few months ago)
and
The Angry but also Sad stage (A few months ago to Now)

(!One Swear!)
I think I know what triggered it , basically one of my friends said I'm a bitch in our chat .

Yes I know it's one single thing and stuff but this is the first time anyone has insulted me to my face , and I used to crush on them too so it hurts more .

a n d e v e r s i n c e t h e n

I have been getting angry at the slightest things , and afterwards I go to the bathroom , cry and kinda have a mental breakdown .

And I stop crying but the problem still persists . So how can I , in any way , try to not get angry and control my emotions so I don't feel like a piece of shi-

Sorry , but still . I just had this experience today and I wanted to .... Kms ...... Not to the point of cuts , but I had successfully convinced myself that people hated me enough to want to ... Kms ....

This is way too much I know , but hey it's my venting book anyway .

Anyway goodbye , thanks for listening , have a great life that you live to your fullest , and I wish you good mental and physical health !