A story about me venting everything out , so it's like my diary! You can read it if you want lol ....
Also please note that most of these pictures aren't mine , I will give as much credit as I can find.
Achievements???
Number 1 achivement !
31. 28#...
sorry in advance, im not going to do anything, just been having these thoughts and I cried two times already so
I just want to die
there is no point anymore, everything I love doesnt bring me joy
im a horrible person anyway why do I not care about others, their problems enough, why do I disregard Their feelings, why am I so selfish
now im "reforemed" but im still selfish, my grandma annoys me so I eat her food with a blank face and make her think shes a horrible cook, whats wrong with me. I NEVER EVEN CONSIDERED THAT SHE WOULD THINK THAT.
my hindi teacher tries to encourage me to participate, but I make excuses (such as internet issuses) just because I have a bad association with the hindi subject.I try to help everyone but do I really care. do l ACTUALLY CARE ???? Idk anymore..
this is the person your following. this is the bitch your
following. why? why did you follow a horrible person like me ? A PUSHOVER, A SELFISH BITCH. why would you want to even come near me, see how im doing, I ACT SO GOOD AND "REFORMED" BUT THATS IT, ITS AN ACT. I just want to go from this world now. there is really no reason anymore. im sure they're lives would be better without me.
again, not going to do anything, if I did, may parents would be driven with grief, and my friends would mourn too much. Its just that I am feeling these things and im in the 11-14 age range.
wow I suck.
Suffice to say , it might be time for a break. Maybe not ? What do you think ? Should I step away from Wattpad for a while ?
Don't worry new chapters are coming !
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