AWAKENING DESIRE ( R- 18 COMPLETED) [PUBLISHED UNDER UKIYOTO PUBLISHING]

Chapter 5

Pakiramdam ni LC ay nakalimutan niya bigla ang huminga. Her heart is beating erratically. She feels like she's having a heart attack. Well, sino ba naman ang hindi aatakihin sa sinabi ni Terron?!

She was still looking at him with her mouth agape. He just asked her to marry him! He's proposing to her without any ring or notice. Goodness gracious!

"You've got to be kidding me, Terron. It's not funny." She stated. Marriage is not something that she takes lightly. Kasal din ang mga magulang niya pero hindi naman nagawa ng ama niya na manatili kasama sila.

"I am dead serious, LC. I told you I will take responsibility." Puno ng sinseridad na sagot ng binata sa kaniya.

She stood up and went to the kitchen, leaving Terron in the living room. She needs water because her heart is fucking palpitating!

Hindi niya namalayan na nakasunod pala sa kaniya ang binata at ito pa ang kumuha ng tubig para sa kaniya.

She drank the water and stared at Terron in disbelief.

"I am not pregnant! And okay, no, you're wrong. You didn't take advantage of me. I remembered what happened that night, and I gave you my permission to touch me. I was drunk and I got carried away! What happened was drunken sex, a one-night stand! You don't need to propose to me. I'm sure you've had one-night stands before. Did you also propose to them? Oh my god! " Nagpapanic na talaga siya. It's almost six in the morning and someone's proposing to her like it's the easiest thing to do!

"No. Sayo lang ako nag-propose. " Seryosong sagot ng binata.

"But you don't have to do that! We don't even know each other. I definitely won't marry a stranger, and I don't like relationships. "No... Cut the crap, Terron! " She stormed out of the kitchen. Naupo siya sa salas at pinapakalma ang sarili.

Damn it! She should be happy dahil hindi siya nito tinakasan pagkatapos makuha ang gusto sa kaniya. She should be happy like other girls, kapag may nag-aaya sa kanila ng kasal, but she's not. She can feel her chest tightening at hindi na niya napigilan ang mga luha na kumawala sa mata niya.

"I am not a virgin anymore. I promised myself I would die a virgin, you know? Pero nadarang ako, eh. I gave it to you and yes, I regret it, but there's also a part of me na hindi dahil nagustuhan ko din naman iyon. You made me a woman, and I am just not ready. I don't even like relationships, and now someone is asking me to marry him? Funny. I should be happy because you're not like other men that I've read about in books and saw in movies na pagkatapos makuha ang gusto ay parang wala lang nangyari. I should be happy that someone is asking me to marry him, but I am not Terron. I am so scared. I saw how my mother cried when my father left us for another woman. They were married, but that didn't stop my father from breaking our hearts. And now, you, a stranger, are proposing to me... C'mon, where's the punch line? " Iyak siya ng iyak habang nakayuko at inaalala ang lahat ng nangyari noong iwan sila ng ama niya.

"We barely know each other. If this is just one of your games, please I am begging you to stop it now. Nadala ako sayo, eh. Kaya nga tayo nag-sex, diba? Baka madala ako sa sinasabi mo ngayon tapos pinaglalaruan mo lang pala ako. "

She tried to stop herself from crying, pero hindi niya magawa. She's breaking down, and she hates it. Ayaw na ayaw niya na nakikita ng iba ang kahinaan niya. Siguro ay dahil pagod siya at medyo na-stress sa trabaho kaya hindi na rin niya mapigilan ang sarili na kontrolin ang emosyon niya.

Hindi niya namalayan na nakalapit na sa kaniya ang binata. Lumuhod ito sa harapan niya at iniangat ang baba niya para magpantay ang mga mata nila. Terron wiped her tears and kissed her forehead before hugging her. He patted her back and kissed her temple.