You kicked all my walls in (Harry Styles One Direction Pregnant Fan fiction)

Truth be told

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- Liam's POV -

I couldn't describe how I was feeling. Was I hurt? angry? anxious? well whatever all of things combined are is probably an accurate description of how I was feeling. No one knew how in love I was with Hannah, and it was never the right time to really tell her. I was either with Danielle or she was with Harry. Then she got pregnant, and I knew that I would have to bury that feeling forever, but now that there was possibility that the baby could be mine.... I started to wonder if I would need to bury it from her. Maybe if the baby is mine, she'll want to be with me? she's always feared being a single parent and raising her child in a broken home so maybe if it is mine, she will want me to be around her and the baby. I needed to distract myself, I couldn't sit here and process all these thoughts right now it was going to drive me insane.

I decided to go for a walk and try to clear my head but all I could think of was Hannah. How great my life would be if I could spend the rest of it with her and how this baby could make that all happen. My mind started going back to that night, the night I walked in on Hannah and Harry after we'd slept together.

-Flashback-

"Hey Han - I..." I opened the door with food in one hand and saw Harry on top of Hannah, kissing her in my bed.

I played it cool and tried to make a joke about it but deep down that moment cut me deeper than anything I'd ever experienced before. They quickly left my room and I just stood next to my bed, broken inside.

It was only a few nights before that we'd slept together and yeah, I said that it meant nothing, that nothing could eventuate from it because I was still with Danielle and her and Harry were so rocky, but I didn't mean what I was saying. I wanted to be with her more than anything in the world.  I sat quietly in my room pondering how quickly things had changed. One minute I was out getting food for us and the next she was back with Harry. I'd missed my chance. I knew that if she decided to give Harry another shot at their relationship that it would mean I'd never get mine. Every part of my body wanted to get up and shake some sense into Hannah. How could she get back with him after everything he'd been doing to her? How could she just forgive him that easily? I also thought about Danielle, and how unfair this was to her. I'd cheated, no hiding that fact. I needed to put this out in the open, I needed to tell Hannah how I felt, and tell Danielle that I'd been unfaithful to her.

I dialled her number and waited as it rang out to voicemail. She had been hard to get of a hold of lately, but it didn't bother me that much which was probably an issue within itself.
I rang again and left a voicemail for her to call me back and that we needed to talk.

I mustered up enough courage to get myself out the door. I walked over to Harry's room, took a deep breath, and pushed down on the door handle.

Just as I was about to open the door, I could hear the two of them.... together. I slowly released the handle back up and walked back to my room. In that moment I knew, it was over between us before it even began.

My phone began to ring in my pocket, and I could see that it was Danielle. I picked the phone up and answered the call.

"Hey" I was quiet, I knew she would assume something was wrong.

"Liam is everything okay? You sounded desperate in your message." She was worried.

I had to think about what I was about to lose here.
Harry was with Hannah, they seemed like they were about to give their relationship a second chance. Could I give up what I have with Danielle even though I'd never be with Hannah? Did she really need to know? I tossed with the idea of telling her truth, but I feared if I did, she'd leave and then I'd have nothing.

"I just needed to hear your voice; I've missed you." I spoke quietly, knowing that I needed to keep this secret to myself, it could and would never do any good to anyone.

-End of flashback-

I walked through the park, and all the way back home without even realising it. I needed to do something; I couldn't just let her run away with harry into the sunset. I know they've been stable ever since she fell pregnant, but things are different now, maybe now she will change her mind.

I know she went away with Harry, but I also know that she gave him the choice to come or not. she never explicitly said she wanted him too.... maybe this is my chance to prove to her that I can be that guy for her.

I picked the phone up, my palms the sweatiest they'd ever been and rang Hannah.

It took her a while to answer the more the phone rang the more anxious, I was but she eventually answered. "Li." she started to speak but I was quick to cut her off.

"Hannah before you say anything I need to tell you truth. I need you to really know how I feel, I can't keep this bottled up any longer." I was speaking so fast I didn't even realise what I was really saying. "I love you, Hannah. I want to be the guy for you, I want to raise this baby with you regardless of if she is mine or not. I can't imagine my life without you."

I waited for her to say something, anything at all.... but she didn't. "Hannah?" I tried to prompt her to speak.

I could hear her breathing heavily though the phone. "Li....." she stumbled on her words.

"Yes Hannah, I'm still here." I was desperately holding onto every word she spoke.

"Harry asked me to marry him."

I thought I'd experienced heartache before.... but nothing compared to this feeling.

TBC

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