You kicked all my walls in (Harry Styles One Direction Pregnant Fan fiction)

Secrets and Lies

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-Hannah's Pov-

"Goodbye! I love you" my voice sounded muffled as I hugged my baby sister for the last time before turning away to Harry who hugged me tight knowing instantly how hard it was for me to say goodbye to my family. Louis and Eleanor were both in tears as the said their goodbyes which brought me and Lottie to tears so it was a tear filled morning in the airport lounge.

I waved off my two favourite girls as they boarded onto the plane my head leaning on Harry's shoulder and I held onto his hand with Louis standing behind us with his hands in his pockets swaying back and fourth, his face red and puffy from all the tears. 

"Let's go" Lou sniffed as he grabbed his keys from his pocket and we headed to the side door of the private airport lounge where our car was waiting so we wouldn't e hassled by the paparazzi. 

"You alright princess?" Lou looked in his review mirror as he drove back to the hotel

"I'm okay" I simply stated not wanting to say anything else in case the words turned into tears. 

"It's alright if you're not babe" Harry turned hi shoulder to face me

"I'm fine Jesus! Just drop it okay" I snapped, feeling a small year trickle down my cheek before an overwhelming sense of guilt set in. "Sorry" I shook my head in disappointment at myself as I wipe the tears the began to fall at a more frequent pace. 

"It's alright darling" Harry rubbed my knee from his seat and smiled before turning back around.

"I'll miss them too Hannah but you know they are both only a phone call away and we can fly them put to come see us again once they both get some free time" I knew that Lou was trying to make himself feel better by saying that because he was deviated that El had left just as much as I was. 

"Yeah I guess. It just sucks" I sniffed back the tears as we pulled into the underground car park of our hotel. We hopped out if the car and headed for the elevator. 

"You're back!" Liam yelled from down the hall as he ran towards us with his arms open. I cuddled into his chest as he rubbed my back, we hadn't spent as much time together as I had wanted to but now that the family had gone, we can talk and I can really get to the bottom of this whole Danielle thing! 

"Babe!!" I heard Harry yell from our room

"Yes sweetie?" I called from Liam's grasp.

"I.....need.....your.....help!" He slowly spat out each word and I rolled my eyes and went to the room only to find Harry on the floor trying to pull his boots off but was having no luck

"You're an idiot" I snickered as I slowly went to my knees laying my bottom on the back of my feet and helped him take off his shoes and then watched as he threw on a singlet with his Nike shorts and his black Nike free runs. "Are you all packed yet?" I asked from my surprisingly comfortable spot on the floor 

"Yeah I mean all I had to do was shove my crap into my bag" he grabbed his wallet and phone from the table and placed both suit cases outside the door before returning inside and helping me to my feet as my growing baby bump was making it hard to lift myself up. 

"Thank you" I puffed. Sometimes I get worn out really easily so just trying to lift my body weight made me really tired.

We spent the next hour getting everything ready to go and packing all the stuff into the bus. It was so much better than the pervious bus that the lads and I had. The bunks were a lot bigger and there was even a double bed for Harry and I out the back so I could e comfortable seeing as I'm getting very pregnant. Liam and Louis bunks faced each other I the bottom with the other two on top and they were right near us which was good so we weren't isolated. The bus began to start reversing out of the underground parking lot and there were hundred of screaming fans waving us off as we headed for San Francisco. 

I sat on my bed scrolling trough my phone when I heard a knock on the wall which made me immediately lift my head to see who it was "oh hey Li. Come sit" I locked my phone and threw it to the side as Liam sat down beside me. 

"How we feeling?" He asked rubbing my belly.

"We're good!" 

"See baby's kicking up a storm in there!" He still had his hand placed firmly on my belly. 

I sighed. "Baby doesn't stop! It's so annoying like it didn't kick for ages and then suddenly it does and now it won't stop!" I laughed at how stupid it was.

Liam semi laughed as he lied down on the bed cuddling the pillow.

"Spill!" I stated with an eye brow raised

"I knew this day was coming!" He shook his head. "What do you wanna know?"

"I want you to be honest with me about the whole Danielle thing. Liam I know that you wouldn't just walk away from it without trying unless there was more to it than her not wanting to settle" I pursed my lips after speaking.

"Alright. Yeah there's more to it. A lot more to it suppose." He sat up so he could speak properly. He rubbed the palms of his hands over his far dragging his skin down before biting his bottom lip then speaking. "She uh...... She was seeing someone else"

"SHE WHAT!!!!" I screamed as then realised I screamed too loud because Harry and Lou came running down the bus to make sure I was alright 

"You okay? We heard you scream!" Harry came and pinched my neck muscles with felt incredibly good. 

"I'm okay baby. Sorry just Li and I are sorta talking" I signalled for the boys to leave and they followed. "Who is he?!" I asked still completely shocked

"He's just some model or something. Y'know I get that we're away a lot and everything and I don't agree with it but I sorta see why she got with someone else but the thing that made me realise that it was beyond fixing was that if she's ever really loved me then she wouldn't need another guy whilst I'm away. Our love would be stronger than that and like you said the other day lucky we didn't have kids because there's no way I would want them to grow up in a broken home because there's no way Danielle and I would be together forever it just wouldn't work." 

"I get what your saying and I'm glad that you didn't just stay with her because you have to protect your heart and that's what really matters!" I rubbed his shoulder

"Don't you ever worry that it's gonna happen to you and Haz?" He asked innocently

"Sometimes. I mean I know I'm nothing special so why would he stay with me forever? And I feel as if that now I'm sorta tying Harry down with the baby and I'm still not sure that it's what he wants. Just because we are having a baby doesn't mean we should be together. People shouldn't just be in a relationship for the kids it's not right because you're not teaching them what real love is and then how are they supposed to love someone when they were never shown what it really is" what I said really got me thinking about why Harry and I are together. It's not that I don't love him because I always will but it's more is this what he wants? A baby and being tied down?

TBC

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