You kicked all my walls in (Harry Styles One Direction Pregnant Fan fiction)

A true friendship

Hi everyone! So I hope you guys have been enjoying the book so far! I have like another 15-20 chapters written out and I would love to update more regularly but its been very hard with tyring to raise a toddler! Anyways thanks to everyone who has voted and commented, your kind words honestly keep me inspired to write!!!! So enjoy this chapter! xxx

'God where is my jumper' I screamed angrily at myself. No one was home so I could talk to myself without looking like a freak. It’s already 2am and the guys aren't home. The boy’s bags are packed and ready for the tour in two days. Tomorrow they have last minute stuff to decide on and then tomorrow night we are sleeping in the tour bus before we leave early the following morning.  The boys have been pretty wild the past couple days but they have been really caring not to be too loud around me and they always shower and use mouth wash as the smell of alcohol has been making me feel real sick. Harry and I still aren’t really talking after the pregnancy announcement so he comes home, showers and sleeps without saying anything

I put the last few things into my suitcases and zip them up before rolling them to the edge of the staircase against the walls where Liam, Louis and Harry’s bags already were. I looked back at my watch and rolled my eyes before pulling the sheets back and hoping in to my cosy bed. I snuggled into the sheet, all that’s missing is harry. I let out a gentle sigh before turning the light out and rolling over. I heard my bedroom door creek open but didn’t open my eyes as I was still half asleep. I heard harry stumble around banging into walls. 'How drunk was he?'

"Baby.....Pssst.......Hannah!" I could sense harry waving his hand over my face.  "Hannah!" He whined

"What?" I mumbled still half in my sleep.

"Kiss me!" He plunged his body on top of mine which I didn’t particularly appreciate. 

"Harry I am not kissing you when you smell like that. Go take a cold shower!" I was seriously pissed at this point. First he comes home at 3am drunk as hell and then he wants to make out with me without even thinking about how the smell of beer makes me puke! I felt the sudden urge to vomit and I ran into the bathroom and pretty much all my dinner came up.  Harry just sat on the bed laughing at himself.

I cleaned myself up and went down stairs to get some water and something to settle my stomach. "See what you do baby?" I patted my stomach as I walked into the kitchen.  "Mummy never used to mind when daddy drank beer. Now I can’t stand it! But it’s not your fault your father is mean and inconsiderate at times" I took a sip of water as I turned the light on to find some medication. 

"Oh my god! Liam you scared me. What are you doing up?" He was sitting at the table with his hands crossed all by himself

"Just thinking y'know" he sorta gave me a half smile but I knew it was fake

"You didn’t drink tonight?" I questioned.

"A little. Enough to forget things but once it wears off..... everything comes back." I knew that there was more to this than the stupid things they were doing during the day and I think in know where it starts

"Li.... does this have to do with the boxes in the back of the car?" I asked him innocently.

"You saw em huh?"

"Well harry told me about them. Li what’s going on?" He sighed before Looking up high in the air and biting his bottom lip. I knew that this was hard for him; he always bites his lips when he is nervous or upset

It’s my stuff....... from Danielle’s place" he let out. "We uh..... we ended things a few weeks ago."

"Liam.....why didn’t you say anything

"Cause you and harry just found out that you were pregnant and I didn’t wanna ruin that for you guys." placed my hand on top of his.

 "Liam you never need to feel as if you are going to ruin anything, you're my best friend, what would we do without each other?"

"I’m sorry Han"

"So what happened between you guys?”

"I guess we both kinda knew that neither of us wanted to settle down with each other and so we decided to end it." I could see his eyes well up.

“But I know how much you cared about her and how badly you wanted a family” 

Liam let out a sigh before speaking. “I did care about her….God I still do but she didn’t want a family with me and I think it’s important for me to find someone who wants the same things I want.”

"I understand.  Y'know it’s important to fine the right person to start a family with, I mean you don’t want to regret it."

"Do you?" he raised his eyebrow

"Do I what?"

"Regret starting a family with Harry?"

I let out a hefty, tired sigh as I bit both my lips together. "I’m not saying that I regret it happening but I do regret it happening now. I wish we waited till we were both a little older, things had settled down for you guys and for our relationship to mature a little more but at the end of the day we have to make the best out of the situation and as much as we argue about the baby and get upset with each other we are happy."

"Aren’t you scared that it’s all going to be too much for your relationship?" He asked with sympathy in his voice.

"I am. I mean I don’t want what happened to me.....to happen to my baby. Growing up in a broken home is probably the worst thing that could ever happen and both harry and I know that and we don’t want that for our baby"

"So maybe it’s a good thing Danielle and I ended things. I wouldn’t want to have started a family and then realised that we aren’t meant to be."

I took a sip of water and nodded my head signalling that I agreed with Liam. "Exactly. You wouldn’t want to be in a relationship just for the kids. I think you have to wait until you find the one and then decide if you're ready to have baby" I looked back at Liam who had droopy eyes. Go get some rest....well talk tomorrow on the bus. I pecked his cheek before heading towards our rooms.  I gave Liam a hug as he walked past my door towards his room. I turned the light on to make sure that there nothing I could trip on. I rolled my eyes as I saw harry lying half in the bathroom half out cuddled up to a pile of towels. I sighed as I snuggled back into my bed and turned out my light all I wanted was harry next to me to make me feel safe but that isn't happening tonight. You would think my conversation with Liam would shake my confidence about my relationship with Harry but instead it just reassure me how much I still loved him even though he has made mistakes and boy, tonight was a mistake.....but he'll pay for it with his hang-over tomorrow. 

TBC

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