You kicked all my walls in (Harry Styles One Direction Pregnant Fan fiction)

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Harry's POV

"See what I mean?" I looked at Liam after giving the details of the night that changed everything. I wasn't ashamed of what had happened, just regret the decision in the heat of the moment but you cant change the past.

"We have to try convince her to do the test Haz. It is the only way that we will know. Neither of us can spend the next 6 weeks wondering who the baby is going to look like when she is born. Thats not something I'm okay with." Liam was stern but I could tell the emotion in his voice. This was affecting him just as much as it was affecting me.

I sighed. "I get it. I really understand. But I also see where she comes from. I just don't know what to do or how to go about it." I rubbed my sore, tired eyes.

The two of us got up and walked back through the halls to the room where Hannah was. I knew that I needed to talk to her and try to get her to see our side but how - that was going to be a problem. "Han?" I asked. She was on her phone, probably to her mum.

"I gotta go. I'll talk to you later." she hung the phone up.

"I might just go get something to eat? you guys want anything?" Liam asked. We both said no and he left the room. I knew that this was my chance to say something. My chance to try and get her to see.

"Babe. I think you should have the test and before you say anything, you need to understand our side." she didn't look to interested in what I had to say, but I would regret it if I didn't. "Both Liam and I cant wait the next 6 weeks, wondering who's the father, wondering who's life is about to change. We both have a right to know about this just as much as you do and just as much as she does." she sighed as she looked me into the eye.

Hannah's POV

I knew what Harry was saying was right but I just didn't know if I had the strength to do this. "No matter what the result, no matter what happens, I will always love you. I'll always be there for you." Harry was sincere and genuine and thats what I loved about him most.

My mind was running at a million miles, all different things popping up and clouding my judgement even more. Harry just waiting for my response, Liam due to walk in any second now, and pressure for me to make a decision. It was all becoming too much, but I could see what the boys were tying to say. Liam made his way into the room, silently with an awkward look on his face, obviously not knowing what to say. I knew the easy way to answer this. The easy way to put the awkwardness aside and know the truth. I was just too scared to admit that I knew what I had to do.

"Ms Tomlinson? If you're still comfortable with your original decision, you can sign you discharge papers and go home as soon as you're done." The nurse said, placing the clipboard on the table beside me. I picked them up, with every intention to sign them but instead I fumbled with the pen flicking it between my fingers, unable to connect it with the paper.

My breathing became heavy as I weighed up my options on what to do. "I can't" I mumbled. "I need to know" I placed the papers back down and the nurse collected them.

"I'll get the doctor and try see if we can get this done within the hour." She rushed out of the room to do what she needed to. The boys sat, speechless, staring at me like I was a stranger.

Harry's eye flickered. "You changed your mind? Just like that?" He questioned me.

He was right, it wasn't often that i changed my mind that quickly - especially in this type of situation but I guess in my heart I knew what needed to be done. Although Liam didn't say much, well he really didn't saying anything at all. I knew that he was thankful but this wasn't something easy for him to swallow, but nor was it for any of us really.

The doctor soon came in and took me away. The boys were allowed to follow in and they both dressed in blue scrubs and washed their hands and lower arms before standing beside me. The doctors had given me an anaesthetic to numb the pain before performing the procedure. Harry held my hand the entire time wincing as the needle penetrated my stomach. It didn't take too long before the entire thing was over and I was being wheeled back into my room. The doctors placed a gauze over the tiny spot where the needle left its mark and handed me back the discharge papers. "It'll be a few day before we get the results. We will give you a call as soon as we receive them back from the lab." The nurse took my papers and explained that I was free to go. Harry grabbed our things and held onto my hand as we took the back entrance to the Range Rover where Liam jumped into the drivers seat.

The drive home was almost silent. Like neither of us wanted to say word incase it caused one to say something they would eventually regret. Lou was the first person to greet me when I came in. He was worried about me and questioned what was happening but I just didn't have the strength to explain. Part of me didn't want to tell anyone any of this, just incase there was nothing to worry about - but then the other part of me thought that if this turned out the way I don't want it to, I will have to explain and explaining it now will be 10 times easier than trying to explain it later.

I walked up to mine and Harrys room and sat on the edge of the bed, crossed legged, looking at my belly. I honestly don't know what I'll do if this baby isn't Harry's. I love him so much but this would be the end for us. How could I expect him to raise another mans baby? I would never ask him to do that. Never. My cloud of thoughts dispersed when Haz walked into the door. "You okay?" He polity asked. It was easy to see that he was trying to be as supportive as he could but I knew part of him wasn't sure how to act.

"Im okay. Okay as you can be I guess." I said, not even looking. I was too ashamed to even look in his eye.

Harry clicked onto my emotion. "Whats going on Han? Talk to me." He sat beside be a rubbed my back.

I didn't know if I could even begin to express how I was feeling. Was is shame? Embarrassment? I couldn't even put a finger on how this felt. "I cant describe this Haz. Y'know. I never wanted this." I breathed heavily.

"It was out of your control. I don't blame either of you here Hannah. I wish none of us were in this situation but we are and we have to deal with it face on. I told you earlier that I'm here for you no matter what. We were broken up, I couldn't expect you not to sleep with someone else." It was nice hearing him say it, but I still couldn't believe it 100%

"I just feel so ashamed. This isn't how I pictured having my first child. Not knowing who the father is? What does that say about me Harry? It makes me look like a slut and when the press find out, and they will - they'll make it 10 times worse than what it already is. I cant even look at you or Liam without feeling guilt!" I began to cry and Harry wrapped me into his arms.

"Shh shh. Its okay Hannah." His voice soothing to my emotion. These next few days were going to be the most torturous for all 3 of us and how any of us were going make it through, was totally beyond anyones imagination. 

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