You kicked all my walls in (Harry Styles One Direction Pregnant Fan fiction)

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Heeeeey everyone! Please forgive me for not updating in over a week! It's been soooo crazy! As most of you know, Scott my fiance coaches basketball but he also plays and really loves it. well he broke his hand during the week and we are just waiting to hear from the doctor about how bad the damage is :( Plus we are also waiting to hear back from the doctors about our baby and whether or not they want to deliver early! So it's been a huge week but I still felt like I needed to please you guys with a chapter! Please vote and comment, I want to know who's liking the book :) xoxo

"I......." I couldn't seem to form a sentence. 

"You don't know what to say huh?" I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't really know what to say" Lou semi whispered

"W-what actually happened?" 

"It was a lot of little things. I don't know I guess we aren't coping as well as we thought we were you know? It's harder than you think to be away from each other. You and Harry have it easy, you guys haven't bee apart since you first hooked up and you live together and come on tour and stuff. I get a few days, maybe a week if I'm lucky and I'm not having a dig at you guys but it's hard."

I sat there in disbelief at everything that had just occurred. How could this be? How could Lou and El have separated when they are just about to have a baby? Tears sprang from my eyes as I felt Lou put an arm around me.

"I'm sorry, it should be me comforting you. I'm so sorry" I wiped my eyes and took a deep breath in to calm down. "What happens now with the baby?" 

"We haven't really spoken about it but I'm guessing we come home right before the due date, I'm hoping she is gonna let me be there but as for our relationship, I'm not sure" he was extremely calm for someone who has just separated from their pregnant partner.

"You gotta try get back together." I sighed. 

"I know, I'm just running out of time"

It wasn't long before Lou crashed out on the bed. The emotional strain on him must have been horrific. A few hours later the lads came back and helped Lou to his room which just left Harry and I alone in our room  

I began folding clothes and doing anything to keep my mind of Lou and my hands away from my phone in-case I did something stupid like call El. Harry noticed my trying to zip up one of the suitcases but I was having extreme difficulty. I yanked and yanked at the zipper and pushed the case away, bursting into tears a Harry wrapped his arms around me. "Shh, shh" he cooed in my ear. "It's alright baby girl. It's gonna be alright" I turned around so that my face faced his and I wiped my eyes dry. "You wanna tell me what's going on?" He raised his eyebrows as he stood from the ground throwing a hand down to help me. I took his gesture and stood up, walking over to the bed I let out a heft sigh  

"Lou and El broke up." His reaction was the same as mine. 

"What? How? Why?" He blurted out all at once

"He didn't say, he basically told me that it was a lot of little things. Harry they have to be together, for my nephews sake!" I begged Harry for some reason.

"I know sweetie, I'll try talking to him." He planted a gentle kiss on my forehead and headed out of the room

-Harry's POV- 
Seeing Hannah they way she was, I know that el an Lou breaking up reminded her of what her childhood was like and it killed me seeing her like that. I closed the door behind me but bumped right into someone's chest. Liam's chest to be precise. 

"Hey can I go in?" He asked

"Yeah man, be my guest" I tapped his shoulder as I walked past him. I heard him open the door and some slight murmuring before I walked out to find Lou.    

"J-just called me when you can. I love you" I heard him whisper into his phone as he hung up obviously he was leaving a voice mail message for Eleanor.

"Hey haz" he sighed as he flipped the phone between his fingers and sat quietly.

"Man this is fucked" I stood in front of him shaking my head.

"You're telling me? Man I've tried everything to make it right. I'm about jump on a plane and fly home and risk it all for my son and Eleanor." 

I sympathised with him, I could tell just by the look of him how much he not only wanted to go but how much he needed to go. "So go. Lou sometimes you have to put family before this. All the fame, all the money and all of that stuff...... It means nothing if you don't have a family to go home to at the end of the night. So you go and do what's right for you, your son and el. It's what matters the most man" he nodded his head and stood up patting his pockets for his wallet and phone. 

"Thanks haz" he winked as he shook my hand on the way out bolting for the car park. Management were going to have a cow and we were going to have to cancel the next three days worth of shows but at the end of the day, if I saves Lou and els relationship who cares what it cost to get there. 

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"I wonder if Louis flight arrived safely" Hannah played with her fork in her plate.

"Babe everything is fine, he'll call when he can alight, don't stress" she semi smiled which made me a little happier. I could hear Hannah whimper a little. "You alright love?" I reach a hand out to touch her knee.

"Yeah just the baby, she's kicking me in the ribs really hard" she sighed rubbing her sore spot. I twitched my lip as he rubbed her shoulder. I wish i could take the pain away from her. That has to be the hardest thing, seeing her in pain and not being able to do anything. 

"What does it feel like?" I asked being genuinely interested. 

"I don't know how to describe it. It's sort of like a bad and good pain. Like it hurts when she kicks my ribs and bladder but then I know her kicking means she is growing and she is healthy so it's bitter sweet" she smiled staring into my eyes and I did the same. She had eyes that you could totally get lost in.  

"Babe?" I looked at her with an eyebrow raised.

"Mmm?" She replied sounding a tad dazed.

"Your phone" I laughed as she reached to get her ringing phone from in front of her. 

"Hey Lou" she looked at me puzzled. "You alright? You seen her yet?" She stop talking and waited for his response and it felt like forever. "Alright I'll speak to you later" she hung up the phone and stood from her seat wondering off somewhere leaving me puzzled about what happened. I scratched the side of my head wondering if Hannah realised she had walked away from me. "IM SO SORRY BABE" she screamed as she attempted to make her way back over to me

"No no stay on the bed Hun. I'll come to you" I smiled and laughed at how perfect she was. I climbed onto the bed and sat face to face with Hannah. She had her lips pursed so I leaned in a planted a gentle sweet his onto her lips. Her hands locked around my neck as our kiss deepened. I pulled away licking my lips as I looked down at the mattress knowing that hannah was confused. 

"You alright Harry?" She asked me in a caring tone.

"Fine" I sighed rubbing my thumb against the small of her back.  

"Harry I've known you for almost six years, I know you're not alright! What's going through that curly head of yours baby?" She rubbed my cheek as I stared her in the eyes.

"I'm just being careful that's all. I don't want to do anything to hurt you or the baby" I admitted without really expressing much more and we left it at that


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"Hey man how's it going?" I asked Lou who was on the other end of the skype call.

"Yeah it's alright mate just been spending the day with mum and the girls and my little brother. How's my sister doing?" He asked through all the noise in the house.

I laughed slightly before answering. "She's good mate, just resting at the moment. She does say hi though she misses you and everyone. How's El?" I tried to sort of bring it up as smoothly as possible. 

"That's good man I miss her to. Uh yeah she's alright we spoke earlier today and we are having dinner tonight so it's my one chance to make things right." He nodded his head through the camera. "Hey haz?" He semi yelled.

"Yeah man?" I replied

"Just promise me you won't be a dick to Hannah like I was to El? Seriously man if you wanna marry her, marry her. She's the best thing that every happened to you bro" we both smiled as he hung up the call to help his sisters play some game. I sat at the table processing everything he just said. It was true Hannah was the best thing that's ever happened to me, she was the only person who could change my mood in an instant and who knew me better than I knew myself, so why am I hesitating getting married? It's not that I don't love her because I really do, I just think that we don't need to put a label on who we are or what we because our loves stronger than any piece of paper. 

I creeped into my room and shut the door behind me. Hannah was watching one tree hill as per usual her and her brother adored that show. She paused the show and took her headphone out, closing her laptop. Finally I'm going to tell her everything; how I'm feeling about marriage and everything with baby styles, it's now or never Harry, just opened your mouth and speak......

TBC

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