.imagine.(Jaylens POV bish)I sit in the hallway of the hospital, leg bouncing rapidly as I wait for the results. I had been sick for some time but today I had just gotten a test for lung cancer. The doctor walks out holding a clip board and a solem look on his face. He stops in front of me and looks at me with kind eyes."Mrs Jacobs.. there is no easy way to tell you this but.. you appear to have stage four lung cancer.." the doctor says sitting down next to me. All blood drains from my face as I hear the words."W-well I can just get c-chemo right?" I say shakily looking at him. He shakes his head slowly."Chemo only works if it is caught at a earlier stage, ur cancer has spread from ur lungs to ur heart. There is nothing we can do." He says softly. I stare at the floor and mutter quietly."How long?" I say shakily."Two weeks, three at most... I'm so sorry Mrs Jacobs." I know quietly as I stand up. Turning and rushing out the hospital. I get in my car and push back against my seat. I hit my steering wheel till my hand was numb, screaming. Screaming at the pain, the loss, the world. Three weeks from now where my best friends wedding. I had known them since middle school, and one since elementary. I had promised to be there. But instead I'd be dieing the same day.
I drive home quietly, gripping the steering wheel. I open the door to our shared home and see u guys sitting in the couch. I walk in as Myah looks up and waves at me before shooting a nerf gun bullet at me. I laugh softly before throwing it back and trudging up to my room. I flip onto my bed hugging my pillow. I layer there, crying softly before I heard a bang at my door as Kylo crashed through, falling on his face. I laugh as I sit up, hiding any sign of emotion I had just been showing. "Listen whore. I need help picking a suit and u said in eight grade u wou-" I throw a pillow at him as I laugh, wheezing as I inhale. "BRUH I SAID THAT IN EIGHT GRADE HOW DO U REMEBER THAT AND NOT MY BIRTHDAY?!" I yell as I laugh. I start coughing in the middle, my throat clenching slightly as I cough up some blood. Kylo looks at me, oblivious to the blood in my hand. "Ew corona" he says as he turns and walks away. I run to the bathroom and bend over the toilet, throwing up blood and what ever I had for lunch. I slouch down against the wall, putting my head in my hands. I sob and cry before I eventually fall asleep. I had decided I would avoid them. They need to learn how to live with out me so they mite as wells start now. The next day Kylo waves to me from the kitchen counter were he sat. I nod slightly before turning back to my room. I completely isolate my self, not streaming or posting on social media's. 3 days 5 days 1 week 2 weeks I slowly stand up. Stumbling to my bath room. I looked half dead, which, I technically was. My skin was pale, braid messy, eyes glossy. I stumble back to my streaming set up as I slouch in my chair. I jump as Kylo and Myah bust into my room, looking frustrated. "Alright Jaylen u have been ignoring us for the past three weeks, our fucking wedding is tomorrow and u have barely helped or been involved!" Myah said crossing her arms, her pink headphones dangling around her neck.
"And don't give us that 'I'm fine' bull shit, I have known you for 15 years Ik u better then that." Kylo says. Rolling his blue eyes."I'm dieing" I blurt out, the words stinging my throat as I say them. Kylo and Myah look at each other with annoyed looks before turning back to me."Jaylen this isn't the time for jokes u ass hole" Kylo says leaning on the wall. "I have cancer, Kylo. Stage 4." I say looking at them. Myah stutters out sounding confused:"B-but can't u get chemo? Why haven't u told us!" She says stepping closer to me. I scoot back a little fidgeting with my hands. "They didn't catch it in time.." I say softly. Myah looks at me, shock covering both there faces."How long do u have?.." Kylo asks quietly. Shaking a bit."Three weeks. But I found out three weeks ago so it could be my last day for all Ik..." I say softly. Kylo shakes as talks:"P-promise u willl at least be there for our w-wedding?.." he says looking at me. I smile and nod.."I promise.." god... I hated making promises to him that I couldn't keep...The next day Kylo wakes up and runs to my room. Bursting in the door full of energy."IT MY WEDDING DAY WHORE!" He says as he goes to jump on me. He stops in his tracks when he sees me not moving. "J-Jaylen?.." he says going to shake me. No response.He shakes me again as my lifeless body doesn't move. He tears up a little as he looks over at my night stand. There sat two letters, one labeled for each of them.
"Dear Kylo...Hey, if ur reading these that's means I'm dead. Just know, u where one of the lights of my life. I care for u and I'm so happy u found love, and didn't let ur inner thoughts take over and let it grow into something beautiful. And don't cry, u said if ur self u didn't care, u wouldn't cry if I died so don't, just move on and pretend I didn't exsist like U did all those years ago. Even if u didn't care abt me, I cared and still do care abt u. From, ur best friend."
"Dear Myah...Look. Ik we don't always get along. But u make Kylo so happy. And I need u to keep doing that for me now that I'm gone. I do care abt u cause even tho we had a bumpy start, u stuck around. U helped Kylo trust just a little bit more. U listened to what I said and u stayed for him. And u made him find love again. I'm sorry I won't be there for ur wedding, but I'll be there in spirit :) thank u for all u have done for Kylo. From, ur sister in law"
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