Atsumu's Point of View
I have loved her long before we even got to know each other. I would always see her cheer for us each time we play for she is part of our cheering squad.
I can always see her smile whenever she cheer for us and it made me fall inlove for her more. Slowly, we became so close like we are siblings. But I dont want that.
I want more but I am afraid. Afraid that If she doesnt like me back, our friendship for 5 years would go on a waste, so I chose to stay silent. I dated a lot of girls, just to cover my feelings up.
But because of my silent and also my busy schedule when I was already a Proffessional Player, I didnt notice that she is becoming more close to my twin, as they always spend their time together.
Me and 'Samu never had a bro-code. I wish we had one though.
" Me and Samu is now engage!! " she joyfully said. I tried to hide the pain by smiling and acting how happy I am for them, but deep inside, my heart is dying from the pain.
And funny how it seems that I am the one who'll walk her down the aisle, guiding her to my brother when it was supposed to be me who'se waiting for her infront.
I hand over her hand to him, patting his back,
' Take care of her. ' thats all I can say then I sat beside Kita-san, trying to surpress my tears.
Now, its time for their vows. Samu's vows is now done and its time for her,
" Hi, love. This is finally happening, our dreams are finally coming true. Thank you, Osamu. For always loving me. Even when at first, i fell inlove with your brother, but I know I dont stand a chance and you were there, comforting me. So, thank you so much. " i heared her say, as she smile at me for a moment.
She also loved m-me?!
" Shocked? Yes, she loved you but that time, you were a playboy and she thought she doesnt have a chance so she chose to let you go. " Kita-san whispered.
She used to love me!
Now, its breaking me more.
A lot of what ifs are now running in my mind.
' What if I confessed to her? '
' What if we got together. '
I am now in my apartments balcony, drinking my tequila as I stare at the night sky, moon is now shining brightly along with the stars.
Her vow never left my mind as I start to regret not saying a word about my feelings towards her.
' That should be me, holding your hand
That should be me, making you laugh '
The music that was playing said making me tear up again.
Our unspoken love brought regret, specially to me as I continue to wish that I should've confessed long time ago, but I know that she's now happy with my brother and I know he'll make her happy.
And with the assurance that they are happy with each other, I'll try to be happy and to find happiness in every little things in life as I watch them build a family I once dreamed me and Y/N will build.
' In another life, I wish to be your man. And in another chance, i hope you'll be my woman. '
THE END
