Coming from a toxic manipulative cheater ex boyfriend to having a boyfriend who barely has time for you, prioritize his work over you and doesnt know how to show love through actions and words are so scary.
Having Tobio as a partner is surely the greatest gift I've ever recieved but deep inside, I am also afraid that in the long run, he will leave me for someone who's much better than me.
I am just a normal girl. Yes, I have some skills. But those skills are not something I should be proud of because it is a normal skills that a human should have.
I can cook, bake, do other household chores but thats it. I have no talent. I have nothing to be proud of for people to choose me, and I dont have something to offer for people to stay with me.
" Do you want me to watch your game tommorow? " I asked Tobio while we're on the phone call.
" No, you dont have to. " he calmly said that's why I dont know what or how to react.
" Okay. " After answering shortly, I ended the call and jumped into my bed, face facing the mattress.
Why wont he ask me to watch his game?
Am I a disturbance to him?
Or maybe, he already have someone to cheer for him.
The pain I felt overthinking is spreading to my body as I force myself to sleep.
As I enter the stadium, loud cheers for different teams were heard. And one of those are for Adlers.
I walk to where the fans of adlers are assigned to sit and chose the one from the hidden corner.
Yes, eveb though Tobio said I dont have to, I went here to watch him play but I kept this from him.
Its not that I dont trust him, I just trust my instinct more. And I guess, I am right.
As their team entered the middle court, the cheerleaders started chanting their names out loud. Ushijima Wakatoshi while carrying his 4 years old baby boy then entered first and Tobio followed him and beside him, you can see his P.A walking, hands clasped together.
I smiled bitterly as I run out of the stadium, tears threatening to fall.
I expected this and it shouldnt hurt that much, right?
Do I even have the right to cry or to feel this pain when I know, I am the one who lacked something that he deserves to have?
Did I became too clingy?
Was I too demanding?
Everything is now making sense. Maybe my ex was right. I am the one who's at fault. I am not able to provide something that they deserve.
On my way home, I did everything I can to stop my emotions from controlling me. And when I finally arrived, there were no tears for me to cry.
Maybe because deep inside my heart, I already expected this.
" Y/N, hey, wake up! " I felt someone shaking me awake.
" T-tobio. " I groaned.
" What the- why do you keep on mentioning that Anime character huh? " an angry voice said.
I snapped out of my dreams and opened my eyes only to see my husband, Tezuka Kunimitsu with his now, sharp glare.
I softly laughed.
Everything was just a effect of my addiction to Haikyuu. And that is why my husband is angry... or more like, jealous of Tobio who doesnt even exist.
