It's Over | SSoHD AU

|| Remebering The Past ||

Have you ever walked with both legs asleep?

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"...Kevin..."

You see, this guy that is standing on front of me is a very old friend. We ended in really bad terms, he left back to Pennsylvania. His excuse was that he couldn't stand seeing my face at school.

Still...

If he hated me so much, then why did he return?
Why did he call out to me?

Questions started to gather up and piling onto each other. All of them unanswered.

A sigh left my parted lips, I didn't have any time for anything right now. I had to walk home now. Ignoring him, my feet started speed walking towards my house. Footsteps behind me grew louder and louder until something strong held my arm.
My face turned around and saw Kevin, "Seamus we need to talk"

His voice was very deep, deeper than what I had imagined. "Kevin, just let me go" I told him, I didn't want to make a scene in the morning outside a coffee shop.
"Please"

I sighed and dropped my head low, snatching my arm away from his strong grip I told him. "At 4 today, outside this very shop"

Kevin seemed to understand and walked away in a quick pace.

Whatever he wanted it might've been important. Though I didn't bring myself to care, he's done some horrible shit that is unforgivable.
So I have to be careful.

___fLaShBaCk___

"Hey Seamus~!" I heard Kevin call out to me, turning around I saw him running towards me at full speed. Knowing what was happening I covered my face but he was aiming towards my crotch. He gave me a very big kick, tears were in the corner of my eyes as I held tightly onto my balls.
Kevin stood in front of me, laughs leaving his lips as he pushed me down to the ground.

Kevin was very much stronger than I was and he used his strength to threaten me.

"Mom said that you can come to my house for dinner" Kevin then spoke, his voice soft as he gently picked me up.

This always happened, he would beat me or in someway hurt me...then he would act like nothing happened and continue to he his cute self.

That was a reason why I stayed; he would fool me, bring me down, but his actions after it he would take care of me and love me.

Everyday was the same, until I snapped.

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"I know what you're doing" I told him as I sat on his comfy bed, Kevin had his arms wrapped around my waist as my back was against his chest.

We were very young, we were childhood friends.
Though when we hit the age of 12 I understood what was happening.

"What are you talking about?"

He rested his chin on my shoulder and embraced me tighter. I could feel his gentle breath against my neck.
"When you hurt me, then you act it never happened. Don't you think I noticed?"

Kevin's arms unwrapped themselves from my waist, then he got off of his bed and stood in front of me. "I don't hurt you"

I looked away from his eyes, those eyes scare me. "You hurt me like I'm hour punching bag, then after you treat me like a princess. Kevin make up your mind!"

He looked down, I could feel the regret he felt. I didn't care, I knew for a fact that it was going to happen again. "I just, I don't want you to leave me Seamus"