It's Over | SSoHD AU

|| Bad Mistakes Were Made ||

I'm gonna die of Nerds overdose

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Fuck.

Fucking.

FUCK!

What have I done?

What.

Why.

"Seamus?" I heard Aleks, my eyes widened as his voice brought me back to reality.

"Seamus I-"

"No!" I cut him off and ran out of the bathroom, I didn't know what to do so I ran out of the house.

I didn't know where I would go, I just ran aimlessly. Down the street, turning to corners and speeding up roads.

I had no where to go.

But it didn't matter anymore, I ruined our friendship. I confessed to my best friend, I crossed the line. That thin line I couldn't cross but I did it, I did it and I fucking regret it.

He probably hates me now.

It's gonna be so awkward between us now.

Everything is gonna go to shit.

All of this was in my mind as I ran to nowhere.

Someone suddenly crashed into me, the force of that person's shoulder sent me straight to the ground.

"Fuck!"

Confusion filled my mind, looking up I saw Kevin looking down at me. "Kevin?" I asked, he was just looking down at me.

"Hey Seamus, where are you going in such a hurry?" He casually asked, though I was a little terrified answering but I was honest with him.

"I don't know."

He held out his hand to me and I grasped it tightly, he helped me off the ground. I dusted off the dirt that got on the back of my pants.

"Since you don't have anywhere to go, why not come with me to my house and just chill?"

I felt hesitant but decided to accept his offer.
Looking down I shrugged and softly replied with a simple yes.

We started walking down the street, there was a car he was approaching too. A black modern car, never expected someone like him to ride that.

He opened the door to the passenger seat, I still felt hesitant of going in but I want to stay away from Aleksandr for now.

Kevin got in his side of the car, suddenly I felt uneasy. This tight feeling was in my chest as the atmosphere grew tense.

I glanced at Kevin who started driving with a grin on his face.

"So I heard the news." he commented.

Looking at him confused I questioned, "What news?"

"Well, a birdie told me that you finally came out."

My eyes widen as i felt the blood rush to my cheeks, "Who told you?"

"Ah, so you're not denying it"

I looked down, remembering what happened in the hallway today.

Honestly, I don't like thinking about that. It was a mistake. Especially since I have a feeling that Jordan will tell Maritza, and if she tells the rest of the school this than my whole highschool year is ruined.

But it's not only about that, what is Aleks gonna do about this? I just confessed something that shouldn't be confessed.

My life is over, it's all over.

All these thoughts were in my head that I forgot I was sitting next to Kevin when I said, "I wonder what will happen if I just died right now"

I heard him laugh, his eyes were kept on the road.

"Well..."

Out of no where, his elbow came up and hit my right in the head causing my vision to go black.

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