We meet again.

lies

Noah
Why would I even hold her hand and tell her not to go cuz I didn't want to be alone?

I would never say that.
She just wants attention now is it. I don't understand that girl I can't believe this.

I had to play some tunes in my guitar to keep myself sane enough but couldn't find it.

"Aunt did you see my guitar?" I asked her.

"Which one acoustic or electric?

"Acoustic is fine for now, I don't feel like playing electric. I could find my electric in my room, acoustic was missing."

"Jack was playing it ask him."

Why would he take my guitar I didn't give him the permission to.

"Yo, why did you take my guitar!"

"Stop shouting cousin Noah, I just wanted to try it out, what's wrong in that."
"Do u need a punch?" I angrily said

"Woah woah woah cousin watch your tone . Had a bad day? funny you can't have a bad day tho.

The guitar is in the cupboard and stop with the arrogant look of yours."

Why am I even living here, as if I have a choice.

I opened the cupboard to take out my guitar but a mug caught my eye.

Why is this mug here. I thought I left it in the old house I thought to myself. Suddenly my mind took me back to that day.

*[10yrs ago]*
"Noah dear come downstairs there is a surprise for you!" Noah's mom said

"What surprise I am so excited mom!!" 7year old Noah replied.

"See this beautiful mug. You me and your father's picture together is printed here."

"Wow mom this is nice, do you want me to have it??" Young Noah curiously asked.

"Sure this is for your room keep it safely, okay?" Noah's mom said.

"Yes mom! I will never lose it."

"This is also to make it up to you as we never be there for your birthdays. But I promise me and your dad will be there for your 8th birthday."

"Remember you guys promised to spend time with me." 7yr old Noah with hopeful eyes said.

*[Back to the present]*
Seriously why do I still have it, I never
mattered to them. Lies lies and lies!
(Noah throws the mug and it breaks)

"What happened in here?"
"Yo! Cousin did you lose it?!"

"Noah look here, what is wrong  
why did you break the mug it was your family picture.
Don't you miss them Noah, did it fall bymistake? I refuse to believe you threw it."

"Mom leave he isn't speaking maybe he got issues he was rude to me too" Jack mockingly says.

"Jack you know he lost his parents. You should be there for your cousin." Aunt Stephanie said.

"Mom it was literally years ago he lost his parents. He is rude to me how could I even help him?!"

"Go to your room right now jack!"

"Noah talk to your aunt. Are you okay?"

"Leave please aunt, I'll go down for dinner later.
Let's not talk about this
I'll throw the broken pieces of the mug in the bin."

"Noah it is not-" Aunt Stephanie was cut off by Noah.

"Please leave!"

Aunt Stephanie leaves the room.

I can't deal with this shit, while picking up the pieces I hurt my hand. God when will this stop! What am I doing, what is wrong with me?!!
I thought to myself.