tere bina

chapter 21

The match ended on a good note... Sheetal and arav were still sulking over there loss while the family was enjoying... Khushi looked at the raizada family as they were having there lunch chatting and giggling... Tired she sat down dipping her legs in swimming pool... Lost in her thoughts

" Chamkili where are you lost" Lav asked khushi coming near her she sat down looking at khushi with curious eyes

" Just something useless " Khushi looked at la and shaked her head in nothing

Lavanya raised her eyebrows and chuckled

" I know we aren't so close but still you can share your feelings, sharing might ease your pain" She said and Khushi smiled nervously at her

" Just thinking what if I have never married arnav? I always wanted a simple loving life but here my life is like a tv serial... Sometimes I feel no one was wrong it was only me who was wrong if I wouldn't been blind in love then nothing would have happened "  Khushi said in disappointed tone ... Lavanya looked at Khushi surprised

" We can't change anything chamkili falling in love isn't in our hands it our heart which feels.. " She said making khushi look at her and then avert her gaze

" I really admire you lavanya the way you took the rejection in a positive way... You stood strong and let it go the way you moved on it isn't easy I know you were hurt "  A lone tear escaped khushi eyes as she looked at lavanya... La gave her a smile

"  You know it's wasn't easy but I knew there is no reason to stay... See today I am happy more than  expected " She smiled making khushi smile a little

" But see even after marrying my love I am not happy what a life! I really hate the word love it is the only reason of my pain "  She said sadly looking at the water... La looked at khushi with sympathy

" You weren't wrong khushi no one was it was just destiny... "  She said keeping her hand on khushi shoulder lovingly

"Hmmm"  Khushi said as she doesn't want to extend the conversation

" Come let's have lunch aryan and arush are out with nk playing in the park"  La said trying to lighten the mood.. Khushi nodded and stood up

Khushi was having her food when she saw arnav with nk and kids they were playing together... She hasn't seen Arnav like this ever he is standing near the swing smiling... Though it was heart warming but could it make her forget his actions in past he maybe- maybe a good father but he definitely failed miserably as husband... She has builed walls around her heart which are strong as mountains never gonna break

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Arnav was enjoying being with his kids he felt his heart thud with happiness but something was missing every time he looked at aryan eyes something breaks his heart as if chocking him... He couldn't stand those feeling and he did what he was best in escaping them , he avoided seeing in his eyes

Arush was a chirpy and naughty kid.... He was soft and loving he gelled up with arnav easily.... But aryan was not like him.. Arnav sighed seeing aryan indifferent behavior towards him his one part was extremely happy seeing arush talking to him nicely but aryan ignorance hurt him

"Nanav what happened" Nk asked patting arnav... Arnav smiled

" Nothing " He  said shrugging making nk roll his eyes

" Yeah I believe "he said smiling

" So when did you meet lavanya you didn't even think of informing me about your relationship "  He asked fake glaring at him