tere bina

chapter 23

Arnav POV

I sat down gazing at the stars... Sleep eas far away from my eyes , khushi words still echoed in my ears but the difference was I could see aryan hate full gaze with that...

Your son hates you arnav

He think you love arav only

You are arvind mallik

You failed as a father

"Ahh ahh -I only- love arush and Aryan I only care fo-r them blt arav I love my kids only th-em no- arav...i only -love my baby but they ha-te ne no no they can't ha-te me I will die I love them my ba-by my kids m-y jaan..ahh "
I clutched my hairs as I sobbed harder the pain I felt can never be explained

My eyes red and puffy... The hairs were messed I reality I was a mess

Khushi had asked me to choose... How can I? It's not I hesitate to choose her because she is my life and my whole world without her I will cease to exist. ... He loves his kids very much the love cannot be compared he will lay the whole world at there feet to make them happy ... But the problem is how can he abandon the person who gave him shelter when he was begging on the road

He knows his family is responsible for his state... His family might not love him as much as he live them but still they were there to support him... His nani gave him shelter , a name.... His di yeah she may not be a good sister but how can he leave her... She had supported him, she as there when no one was there to ask him he was fine or not... His mami the person who sold her jewellery to help him to start his business she trusted him to sold the jewellery worth lacs... Yeah he had given her back and many more jewellery like this but he can't deny the fact that he is grateful to that lady to help him.... After his mother died he never showed his emotions, no one cared for him at that time they were there to care for him they took care for of him he is grateful to them then how can he leave them?

He have hurt khushi and he knows that ... He failed to understand her insecurity ... He was hurt knowing khushi did the DNA test he just couldn't handle the emotions... Yeah he over reacted but the truth was he was hurt and he wasn't able to share it... He was hurt that khushi did the dna test of him with someone else child when she clearly knew she was the Only women he love... He never showed her his love because he was weak at that which created the insecurity in her heart... I regret but i never wanted to hurt her ... I forgot that in his hurt and anger I did hurt her...

I choose my khushi.. I never thought she will forgive me but now she is ready to forgive me then how can I leave her?.. I know I am being selfish but I want to be for the first time ... I want to be with my happiness my khush

I closed my eyes I know I am going to hurt my family but I can't hurt my khushi more ... I am sorry mumma I am breaking the promise but I can't I love my kids and khushi please forgive me if you can

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I got ready for going to aryan school.... Someone dare to hurt my kid I won't leave them

I descened downstairs to find khushi and kids having breakfast a smile appeared on my lips seeing them

I gave them a smile to which arush smiled back but aryan remained ignorant making a pang in my heart

" Khushi shall we leave " She looked at me and nodded

" Yeah sure I will just get my bag" She said and hurriedly moved upstairs while I saw the kids looking at me confused

" Where are you going ASR" My cutie pie arush asked me I smiled at him he is the only one who talks to me