tere bina

chapter 11

Arnav looked at his sons and wife sitting there giggling and talking to each other.... He too wanted to be there but he can't... His heart crushed realising there is no place for him in there world

Choti si duniya... His and khushi choti si duniya.. Didn't he and khushi and khushi dreamt of a happy life thier choti si duniya... But today this choti si duniya had become so small that even he didn't have place in it...

His heart pained realising nothing can be same again nor khushi nor thier life... Even if she forgives him they can't be same because some wound leaves scar behind

His eyes teared up as some realisation drowned upon... He pushed her away from him and now when he wants her back she is has went so far from him.. He let his tears fall because the pain in his heart was much more than anyone could think.... He looked again at khushi with painful eyes it hurt more when he realised he had lost the much needed shoulder.. He was alone even after having a big family he was alone because his khushi isn't with him.. He lost her in his ego

Pain is the thing which we can only endure not share because no one literally no one can feel the same intensity of pain you are feeling....

Khushi looked at arnav from a corner of her eyes .. She could clearly see tears in his eyes ... It pained her heart but she just shrugged ot off as she couldn't help him... He has brought it upon himself

She has forgived him in shyam's matter , she even forgived him when he called her biggest mistake of his life because she knew the intensity of his love for her sister but now she couldn't... She has given up long back when she understood that she was the only one who was contributing in the relation he never really gave Importance to it... And once you give up there is no looking back

When people make you feel unwanted don't leave them to make them sad or guilty, leave them because you had no reasons to stay . Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself....What's meant to be would end up good and what's not - won't , love is worth fighting for but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting.... At times people need to fight for you... If they don't you just have to move on and realise what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you and more than deserve,..... She too did the same... She stopped fighting because it wasn't worth fighting..... She gave up because she was tired , tired of everything

She knew now when the truth is out she has to face many questions and drama too some will manipulate her even make her guilty but she knows she isn't guilty and for her the only thing that matters is that she is happy and at peace.. Right and wrong can wait..

Arnav felt someone gaze on him he looked up to find khushi looking at him khushi too looked into his eyes for a second and averted her gaze quickly

It was afternoon khushi had made arya and aru sleep... She looked for arnav knowing he would be here and the condition she found him broke her heart - his eyes we're puffy and red he have cried for sure, his hairs messed up

Khushi: arnav you should go back to your house... Everyone must be waiting... She said softly

Arnav looked at her and smiled painfully

Arnav: house? Without you I have nowhere you are my home khushi ...

Khushi: please arnav stop it and leave... She said emotionless

Arnav held her wrist

Arnav: why khushi? Why can't you forgive me .... I know I did a mistake but please give me a chance please I can't live without you please.... He sobbed his voice was heavy

Khushi looked at him... The mighty ASR was vulnerable, he was crying it was surely the first time she is seeing him like this

Khushi: do you really think it's easy arnav first hurt someone and then ask for forgiveness ... It's waste to be here as you won't get forgiveness from me never