tere bina

chapter 29

Khushi pov

My heart clenched in fear seeing his irresponsive state I looked in his eyes to find some happiness or joy but alas I couldn't my heart rate increased will he reject arnav?  No my heart screamed as I imagined arnav shattered face!

"Arush " I called out softly trying to hide the shake in my voice 

Arush stilled for a minute before looking at me with disbelief and rage! My heart sank seeing that this isn't what I imagined or expected

No matter how relationship are but it is hurting for a mother to see her son react like this way! Was it really my fault? I don't know but guilt filled my body

Arush looked at me trying to find out if I am joking but how could I say that my life has been a joke!

" Mom what are you saying " He asked  his voice low as whisper he was shocked

I took a deep breathe gathering all courage my body had " It's the truth arush he is your father your dad"

He stared at me with shock and suprise " Mom are you joking he can't be" He asked trying to sound normal but I better knew he was fighting the storm of emotions inside him

" Arush " I called him softly trying to hug him but he stepped away making me skip my heartbeat I looked at my forwarded empty hands and his shocked face disheartened I took them back first time my son refused to hug me and it was equal to a death experience

"No No how can he be our father , he is arrav father No mom it can't be true" He shouted in trance his body shaking while tears Continuosly  flowing down my heart crushed

" Aru please listen" I called out trying to go near him but he ran away from me

My son was vulnerable he was broken and I could see it my heart clenched the pain i was feeling could never be expressed

" Mom I hate ---him -I hate hi-m " He shouted sinking into his knees crying badly mu eyes teared up seeing him like this the son I brought up like a prince,  the son whom I never let a tear drop was crying

" Arush " I called him but froze as my eyes met his no he couldn't be! Can things get any worse

There stood the great arnav singh raizada broken, defeated, shattered and vulnerable his eyes held so much pain that khushi felt life sucked out of her

Arnav was tearing seeing his son reaction he never expected it, his heart broke not once but every second

Khushi shifted her gaze to her son , the two people who were more than precious to her was broken

"Arush stop! " She called but it was too late he ran out she wanted to follow him but seeing a broken arnav kneeling in front of her she couldn't she sighed in relief when she saw aryan at the door her elder son was intelligent enough to understand her eye moments which told him to follow arush, he nodded and ran towards his direction

Khushi heart got a little relief but soon vanished as she saw arnav sighing she kneeled down in front of him

" Khushi he hates me he hates me my son hates me khushi " He mumbled sobbing like a child

Khushi heart pained seeing him she cupped his face and joined thier forehead

"Arnav it will be okay don't worry he is just overwhelmed with emotions give him time" She whispered lovingly to him arnav scrunched his nose which was red due to crying

" No he hates me I can't khushi I can't it hurts a lot" He told her looking down trying to blink his tears

" Arnav please " She said in a low voice making him look into her eyes which held love, warmth, concern, care everything which he longed for!