The Loud Blonde Next Door //Baku x Shin//

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After I caught my breath I picked up bakugou and got up.

"Hey. Put me down.. I need sleep now.."

"No.we need a shower. And then you can go to sleep. Okay?"

"..... Humpf." I rolled my eyes at his response and went to the bathroom and turned on the water.

"You know I still have yet to see that tattoo.." Bakugou got red.

"Guess you'll see it when you'll see it. Not my fault you didn't put me in doggy style and fuck me like that."

"I enjoyed the way I fucked you thank you very much."

"You're welcome."

"I was being sarcastic."

"I know. But I wasn't."

"Just get in the shower." I said.

"Fine.i will." He got in the shower and then jumped back out and onto me. "FUCK. THAT WAS COLD."

"Haha."

"Fuck you. Asshole."

"That's no way to talk to your Daddy."

"Shut up."

I snickered. Turned the water hot and I got in. "Alright come on."

"Humpf." He stood there shivering.

"Fine then stay out there and freeze." I closed the curtain.

"Ugh!" He opened the curtain and got in.  "Ohhhh so much better..." He relaxed in the hot water. I smiled and kissed his neck. I saw his tramp stamp and and blushed a little. Now I have seen it. And I have fucked him. I want him to be mine.. But I don't know... He won't move in with me.. So... Idk... Hmm.

"Toshi..."

"What?"

"I think... Hmm...."

"You think? What?"

"Nothing... Sorry just was thinking. It doesn't matter." We got washed and clean.

".... "

"Toshi... Are we going to work at the cafe in the morning?"

"I think... Maybe... I don't know... But it's okay. I won't let you go homeless or anything."

"Hmm..."

I didn't like where this conversation was going.

"Well let's get you to bed sleepy baby hehe." We got out and dried off and I picked him up again and we got into bed and he cuddled close to my chest.

I kissed his head. "Good night Kitten."

"Goodnight."

"... I love you..." I whispered.

...

I fell asleep.

...

In the morning I woke. The bed was empty besides me.

"Bakugou?" I sat up and looked around. "Bakugou?!" I got up and pulled on my clothes as fast as possible and ran to the bathroom and banged on the door. "Bakugou!!" My head was ringing and my chest was heaving. What did I do. Where is he? Where's his stuff. It's all gone.

I put on my shoes as fast as possible and ran out the door not bothering to look back to see if it closed. I ran as fast as I could. As I ran down the hallway it was getting blurry. I could hardly breathe. A lump growing in my throat.

I got the the garage but could hardly see I rubbed my eyes clear and continued running. "BAKUGOU!!" My voice echoed through the lot. I looked around desperately. And then I saw him. Standing next to a car. "Bakugou." His eyes were on me. And then he was running as fast as he could out of the parking lot. "Bakugou!!" He didn't slow down and I couldn't run forever.

I tripped.

Face planting into the cement. I looked up and he was out of sight. I layed back down defeated. He was gone. And I didn't know why. Could have been anything.

Could have been anything.

Could have been the neighbor that was his ex. Could have been that he needed a new place now and not when I could get one. Or... It could be that he wasn't ready for last night. Or it could be that he didn't actually want that. Or maybe last night was just a mistake and he was trying to erase that mistake. Or maybe he didn't wanna get attached. Could have been anything. But I blame me.

Could have been anything that made him leave.

I cried into the cement. Letting my tears soak around my face. My ears were ringing. The pain spread through my heart making me shutter and sob.

I hate me. I fuck up everything. I can't hold a relationship. No one can stand me for too long. I've been told I'm amazing at making love but I guess that's the only thing that was ever good about me.

I went back to my apartment and sat on the end of my bed feeling a little numb.