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We went to Bakugou's mothers house and she was surprisingly nice. Although when I wasn't in the room she would bicker at bakugou for not getting with someone like me sooner.

It was kinda funny. But a little sad knowing he probably wasn't ready because of his ex at the time. God I feel so stupid. He must have felt like he was under so much pressure when I said those three words to him that night.

I can't believe I started sobbing this morning. Why did I believe he had left me again? He has no reason to leave me. I'm a great lover. And I'm loaded. So even if he didn't like me he should stay for the money at least. Why would he leave when he has my wallet at his disposal?

Even if that's all he wants I'd give it to him without a thought. Whatever he wants I'll give it to him. I'd make a Castle myself brick by brick if he asked me to even if it took years, a lifetime even, I'd do it. I'd give him the world on a silver platter. Hell I'd kill myself if he wished it. I love this man with every nerve, bone and blood vessel in my body.

I was helping packing his things when he came back in the room from bickering with his mother.

"Sorry about that. You didn't hear any of that did you?" He asked.

"Hmmm... Maybe?" I smirked.

"Ugggh." He moaned in complaint as he finished packing.

"Hey, no fucking messaging me every two hours. And no coming to visit every day! Get out of my house! I'm an old lady! I shouldn't have to deal with having to pick up after my son anymore!" Mitsuki came in and said.

"Shut up dinosaur old hag! I can fucking do what I want!"

"Get a fuckin life!"

I chuckled. "I wish I had a mom." I said as putting something he missed in his bag. I didn't mean it to come out sad. But then I realized they had gone silent and where both looking at me. "Oh. Uh." I scratched my neck. "Sorry it's nothing. I didn't mean that to come out sounding so depressing. It was just saying... It would be nice to have had someone motherly like you, Ms. Bakugou, in my life... Sorry. I shouldn't have said anything..." They didn't stop staring at me shocked. "Please forget I said anything." I got up holding bakugou's luggage.

"Oh you poor boy!" Mitsuki said before running over to me and pulling me into a tight hug. I froze a bit shocked. "Did you not have a mother growing up?"

"Uhm.. It's complicated. Anyways... I'd rather not talk about it." Great. Now another thing is out in the open. Mitsuki let go and I walked out of the house and put his stuff in my trunk.

Katsuki came out of the house and got in the car after I did. "So.." He started.

"So?" I started driving.

"So what was that about?"

"What was what about?" I repeated.

".... Really? You're not ganna tell me?"

"I don't know what you're talking about." I didn't look over at him, focusing in the road alone.

".....what happened to your mom?"

"Nothing. Stop bringing it up."

"....." I knew he was mad. But I wasn't ready to speak of my parents. I don't even know what happened to them. I haven't opened the letter I was given by the orphanage when I turned 18 and was kicked out. "Hitoshi shinsou. What happened?"

I stopped the car in front of my house and I got out and went to the trunk and got his stuff out and went inside ignoring his question. I went to the room with his stuff and  put his stuff down and sat down  on the edge of the bed.

Bakugou came in furious. But he wasn't yelling. He was silent. Witch kinda scared me more. He was calm. Angry. But calm. Then he came over and pinched my ear and pulled on it.

"What happened Shinsou!? What happened to her? Did she leave you? Did they hurt you?" His words made my throat hurt with sadness and anger.

"NO!" I shouted.

Bakugou let go and took a step back. "Then what?! What happened!?"

"I DON'T KNOW. .... least... I don't think they did..."

"They..?"

"I don't know... I haven't.... I don't.... I can't.... I don't want to know. I'm not ready.... I'm.... I'm afraid of what it will say..."

"What?"

"......" I didn't wanna tell him I grew up in an orphanage. But what else could I say now? He wasn't going to stop till he got answers. "I... I grew up in an orphanage. I don't know what happened to my parents. I have a letter saying what happened. But I never opened it... I don't... I can't open it. I just can't. I don't want to know. Not yet." I had his my face in my hands while saying this.

There was silence. Then I heard bakugou move. He pulled my hands away from my face and made me look up at him. "I'm so sorry Toshi... I'm really sorry..." He didn't look angry anymore. And I had tears streaking my cheeks. He kissed my cheeks then my eyelids and my forehead and then my lips.

"It's fine.." I kissed him back gently. "I just... No one else knows... I've never told anyone before..."

"I'm sorry.... Hey Toshi?"

"....Yeah..?"

"I love you. You know that right?"

I looked up into his ruby eyes that were staring into mine. "I... I love you too." I said.

"I know." He smiled. Bakugou Katsuki smiled. At me. I blushed and kissed him again. "Hmm? Why are you pink all of a sudden?" He questioned.

"Cause it's the first time I've seen my boyfriend smile. And it was at me." I smiled softly.

"I-" he glared at me. "You didn't see anything."

I chuckled. "If you say so."

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