You're not my alpha

Chapter 5

Neko's pov

  I stare in shock at the sight I see. The Wilbur Yellowcake has the soulmate mark that I have!

Dramaking: I am now in the process of freaking the freaking heck out!!

Hufflefloof: Wait why!?

  I didn't look back down at my text and just shut off my phone. I was so thankful that I had covered my mark up because I was pretty positive that I would die if he saw that.
  I take a deep breath and try and look calm at least on the inside. I felt my phone vibrating for a while but didn't take it back out, I was not in the right state to talk to like, anybody.
   My mind didn't want to believe what it had just seen, so I looked back, and just as the first time I looked at it, it was the same exact mark.
  The one-minute bell rang and I started to sprint to my classroom. I made it just in time before getting tardy. I sat down while on the verge of a panic attack, he was hot I wasn't gonna lie about that part. But he seems like the straightest guy I know.
   I took my notes all the while trying to calm down. My mind went to my mystery man, and I was trying to figure out who he was. I wanted to be alpha, so I had to win that bet no matter what. He never told me any rules or if there was any sort of cheating in this "game" we were playing.
  Class ended and it was finally my free period. I huffed lightly feeling my eyes well up with tears. I walked at a fast pace to my dorm room to cry, I had to help my tears in for years and never cried if you don't count the time with my parents... But I was so confused about why this is a reason I couldn't handle all these complex emotions. I had never dealt with this kind of thing before.
   I had about an hour and a half to just cry and watch a show on Netflix. I got to my dorm and started to freak out in my mind because, of course, Wilby was there, sitting on the couch waiting for me. why was he waiting for me I didn't have a clue either.

   "Show me your arm, Neko." I was taken aback by how serious he was about it. I was absolutely terrified about what would happen to me if he found out. I debated on whether I should have bolted or shown him. Both were a bad idea, I knew that.
   I stood there silent and didn't dare move a muscle in fear of what he might do. I know it surprising that I was the one who didn't care in the word about the fact that he was alpha, scared of him the moment I should've just been snarky.

  "Why do you care about it?" He didn't move at all and then he just appeared in front of me. I almost flinched but didn't. He grabbed my arm firmly but it didn't hurt at all, he was being... soft. He pulled up my sleeve and saw the bandages on my arm. He unwrapped them and saw the mark and he looked away, but the glimpse I got of his face looked like he was blushing. But I didn't know for sure.
  He rolled my sleeve back up and walked to his room, so I walked to mine.

Sussybaka<3: Anything cool happen today??

Catboy<3: nah just a pretty normal day

  Of course, I lied. That's what I do to be a good friend and not be a burden. Others have way worse problems than me, so why tell anyone your problems when you can keep them to yourself and listen to them? They'll feel better about themselves so then you feel better about yourself. That's just how I view the world.
  I sat on my bed and pulled out my phone. I opened up Netflix and watched "heavens official Blessing". That was my comfort show, and I was seriously getting such gay vibes from it. Even though it was a quick show, I loved to watch it.