You're not my alpha

Chapter 4

Neko's Pov

   I showed Simon the poem I got, but sadly we wouldn't be able to tell who gave it to me because it was typed. However I didn't tell him about the mystery alpha, with how much I know about him, I think he would freak out.
  I look over at my clock and it's pretty late, but I probably wasn't going to sleep at all tonight. Not just because tomorrow was Saturday, but also because today was super chaotic.
  For example, I think the craziest thing was that Simon told me he's engaged to Lucas! Like, they're getting married!! But, no one has known about their relationship, probably because this school is odd. The school ain't as bad as I thought it would be, this is an expansive school, so I thought it would be pretty homophobic. But actually, they basically encourage gay couples as a mascot of the school.
   I heard a knock on my door, so like any person would, I just sat on my bed and didn't say anything. I jumped from my phone buzzing on the table.

Hufflefloof: Open the door, I know you're wide awake -_-

Dramaking: Oh good, it's you. I thought it was Wilbur and was like 'I think I'll just sit here till he goes away

   I heard a light giggle coming from the other side of my door. Yep, that's definitely Simon. I roll my eyes playfully. I get up and walk to the door, before I can open it, Simon opens before I do.
  "Really?"
  "Yep, you knew it was me and neither of us would care if you were naked." He has a point.
"Yeah yeah whatever, what did you need?"

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  Neko's pov

  I'm so tired... I wasn't mad at Simon but he literally made me watch soap operas for hours on end, and only because Lucas didn't want to. I was glad that it was Saturday, because we stayed up so late, that I wouldn't be able to function at all. That says a lot because I'm the type of guy that can run on 2 and maybe less hours of sleep.
  I was getting ready to take a nap, when I decided why not go on Instagram, I haven't been on there in a while.
  I scroll through Instagram but suddenly stop when I see Wilbur's Most recent post. I look at the description and my heart drops when I look at the photo. I
"Oh no, no no no no! This can't be right! It has to be a mistake or even Photoshop!" I looked st the post a second time and I was almost crying at this point.
  He posted that he hadn't found his soulmate and the picture was of his mark, but the thing is. ... It was the mark on my arm.
  I tried to make myself believe that it was just Photoshop, mainly because it did seem his style. But, my head didn't believe that he would photoshop that type of thing.
  I took a few deep breaths and picked up my TV remote. I sat on my bed and put on a Marvel movie.

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Neko's pov

  I woke up with a tear-stained face, I grabbed my phone and looked at the time. It was already Sunday, today is the day I'm supposed to hang out with Simon. Crap! We're supposed to meet in 30 minutes! I wasn't freaking out because of the 30-minute part, I was freaking out because how am I going to explain my face!
  Never in a lifetime would he believe me if I were to say I'm fine. He would somehow make me say what was wrong. He knows if I'm lying, so I can't say I'm sick. There is no way to get out of this situation, I have to go. I could just get there late! All I would have to do is say I was running late, wait, that wouldn't work he would know I wasn't. He knows that I am never late for anything.
  I sigh and walk over to my closet, I look through it until I find a decent shirt, it says Panic! At the Disco. I slipped it on and found a pair of black jeans, I went to the bathroom and splashed water on my face in an attempt to make it seem I was never crying.
  I looked up at myself and all those negative thoughts came rushing in, but something pushed those thoughts away as soon as they came. I brush my teeth and comb my hair.
  I walk out of the dorm and to the mall, I put in my earbuds and listen to some Yungblud. I was mainly listening to the song 'Parents' on repeat because it was one of my favorite songs.
  I got to the mall and went to the forecourt. I sat down at a table, I pulled out my phone to see I was earlier than I thought. I must've fallen asleep on the table because I felt someone shake me awake. I look up to see Simon. Well, at least it's Simon and not some stranger.
  I smile and get up, then we start walking to our first destination.