You're not my alpha

Chapter 6

Neko's Pov

   I woke up with my eyes still hurting from all the crying I had done the previous night. I went to the bathroom and washed my face in hopes that my bestie Simon would not ask if I had been crying at all. I picked out a black hoodie and a pair of pale green ripped jeans and put on my shoes.
   I walked out of my room and was almost immediately attacked with a hug. I couldn't tell who it was but it wasn't Simon. My eyes widened when I found out that it was Wilbur, I almost started sobbing for some reason. He let go of me, so I looked up at his face. It was tear-stained and beet red, and he was refusing to look at me.
   I took a glimpse at his phone and my eyes widened again, I saw who he was texting and... It was me! He was the Alpha that had made that bet with me and somehow that's when it clicked in my mind. It all made sense if the mystery person wasn't Simon or his boyfriend, and the only other person who talked to me was Wilbur.
   It all clicked. I looked down at the floor shocked and unable to speak. I decided that I wouldn't say anything about it to Wilbur or his mysterious self about how I knew, because. Well because I didn't want to be an Alpha, it sounded boring to me. I liked being omega, it was kind of fun being super tiny and able to trick someone into anything because you looked so "innocent." But if you're an Alpha then everyone expects you to be tough and fierce and be able to do just about anything.
   I wasn't that person. Yeah, Omegas get bullied all the time but it's because no one realizes that we're the most rare breed to exist. They don't realize that without us, nothing would work out.  Omegas constantly live in fear, just as rogues do. Rogues have a better reason to live in a constant state of fear but that's because people don't realize that they aren't harmful when they're not hunted because they don't have a pack.
   As well Omegas has to live in that same state of constant fear because others only think that we're weak, pathetic, defenseless, and unable to do anything. So we're also hunted because apparently we can't train to be stronger, we can't be the brains of the group or we can't watch the children and make sure they're doing okay while the others can't.
   I walked back into my room and just sat down on my bed. I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and called in for a personal day so that I wouldn't have to physically go to school today. I wouldn't be able to focus on all that's happening right now. I found out that the Alpha of the school is my soulmate, also that he's the mystery person who likes me and that he doesn't know that I know the second part.
   So yeah, I'm not going to school today...